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i kno alotĀ of yall out there are gonna say that im too young for love but that doesnt even matter right now.....okay so im in love with this girl and she still has feelings for me and i think wants to go back out but i cant do it. theres to much uncertainty with her and it makes me feel to much like it ima get hurt again if we do go back out because ive got that strong of feelings for her. BUT then theres this other girl and shes kinda been there for me through some of the worst times of my life and we can tell each other everything and we just so happen to like each other and i kno im starting to fall for her. but at the same time ive still got those feelings for my ex who just so happens to be one of this girls good friends. and i kno no matter what my decision is somebody is/has to get hurt. im afraid that ima end up ruining a great friendship no matter who i chose to be the one i want to be with. but i kno that who ever i chose to be with feels the same way bout me as i do them. its just when i think about one of them i end up thinking bout both of them and its tearing my heart apart. its starting to get to me and i feel and can see myself changing a little everyday.
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