Love.

What the hell is it?

I dont quite get the concept.

Im a loner. By choice.

I like my space. I dont want some one to want to see me every day. Its hellishly annoying. Twice a week is plenty!

Each time I have a boy friend. It reminds me of why I didnt want one.

Mind you there are moments I liked. But 85% I hated. Specially the feeling of, 'Oh god, does he still like me?' And the feeling of am I doing something wrong? Argh! Excuse me, but fucken hell. I dont get it! How can you give up so much of your time, and effort into someone?

The last two out of three relationships have ended, because I didnt give them sex. How sad is that. Even thou, I told them before we went out, they arent going to get any. Apparently, after a week they expect it anyway. Like Im going to change in half a week. Ha. Aswell, they think, I'll give in if they say I Love You. Well that one, really, didnt work on me. Or am I just cold?

Ha, rather an Ice Queen, than be used.

Maybe Im just scared?

I know not every guy is bad, only about 10% of them are.

I dunno.

I guess it could just be me.
 
I just want companion. To walk beside me. Go places with, without expecting anything. A best friend, with emotional attactments?

Lol.

I really dont know.

I guess I'll just try a focus on a career. And try and get some money in my pocket.

Im not sure about this love stuff.

And, well. Im young. I got plenty of time.