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I'm so stupid.
I really dont know what to do..I feel like my life is flying right by me. and I'm missing something that makes me feel complete. I need.
Juliann.
I mean...I can focus on something else or on Becca and it goes away a bit.. but...in my heart I know.
I know.. that Shes the one i want. I love. to make me complete and happy.
Just knowing that fact the shes in someone elses arms is hurting me so bad. I love her. and shes not with me. Shes not mine.. I cant call her and just say that i was thinking about you and that i love you like i always want to do.
I love her. with all my heart and she doesnt even care.
she told me that she loves me when she called to say goodnight.. but she didnt
mean it. like i did when i said it back. and she told me that she was going to call me at 8.
well.....its 8:30...i cant believe i trusted her..
This morning i called her and she never called me back.. wtf. i'm so stupid.. she was
probaly with Karen anyways. =[
Bring me back my heart.
I know I'm 15. but trust me i went threw alot and i know theres more to come.
I know what love is. and if you do. you know that theres no age in love. or gender.
I love her..=[
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thats cute, listen, when you love someone, you want the best for them, everything great in this world you want to give to them. my last relationship was a hard one, at last, i forgot about my pain and left him, cause it was the only thing that could assure me that he would be happy, and sometimes thats the way it's gotta be. He's happy and if he's happy, then i am too..
Michelle
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Posted by chulintruqui
on 2008-09-11 20:44:28
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I know what love is. and if you do. you know that theres no age in love. or gender.
True. I agree. And yes, I know what love is too. So your pain is a part of love because with love comes so many risks. The risk to be not loved in return, to be taken for granted, to be fooled, to be hurt, and to be broken. She's probably confused so she says she loves you one time, and then can't give you a call back the next. It's hard waiting for something or someone that you want and like and love so bad, but there really is no guarantee in love. I commend you for your love for her. That is amazing. =D
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Posted by yanyanna
on 2008-09-11 21:55:44
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