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My Max. I never met her before. She was my ex fiancee's best friend and i never talked to her on the phone or anything. Just talked to her over the internet. And since the first day that i talked to her she was just amazing. and no i dont like her or anything like that. just she had such a way of words. well she left back to Brazil like a year ago and didnt keep in touch like a week or two ago she got on IM and was talking to be...within 10 min. she told me that she had brain cancer. well...I didnt know what to do. so we promised each other that we would talk on IM everyday at 7 to 8. I was looking forward to it all day. While we were talking that same day she helped me with my ex fiancee'. the only person that doesnt jugde me or tell me that i'm wrong. she helped. i never talked to her the next day. a day later she wrote me saying she was going to have surgery. and told me that she loved me and that she loved talking to me and everything then said bye. 2 days later she died in a coma. I miss her so much and i need her to tell me that everything is going to be alright.
she gave me hope back to keep going but i'm starting to loose it again.
Max if you can here me...you left too soon. i need you. here. with me. please. but i hope your happy
love Nicole.
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I am so sorry for your loss. The pain of losing somebody that close to you in excruciating. I don't need to tell you that. You know. There is a special part of you that dies with someone you love. Nobody can feel that gap, it will always be a part of who you are.
When you need them the most and least expect it, you may feel their presence. It is a very strong feeling and few people get it more than one or two times. But I believe that it is them telling us that they haven't forgotten. They want to be able to put their arms around us and tell us that everything is going to be alright.
They know that. They want to share that with us.
I have one piece of advice for you: give yourself time to grieve. Let yourself cry and feel the pain that is in you. But don't forget about the rest of your life. You can recover and be okay again. In your own way you will learn to accept it deep inside you.
It is a slow process. But it's meant to be that way. Let yourself grieve, but don't let your grieving become who you are for the rest of your life. Max wouldn't want that for you.
God bless you. Email when you want to talk.
I will say a silent prayer for your angel in the sky.
all love
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Posted by ReD_MooN
on 2008-07-31 21:57:54
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Wow.I'm so sorry for what happened to her.Losing someone that way,the way where you could never see,or hear from them in some way is so hard.You already know that.The hardest part of it is the way you know they are really gone.Losing someone so completely as that is horrible.I will be thinking about you and Max.You can get thru this tho.Remember that.
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Posted by Mienai
on 2008-08-04 19:50:02
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