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Perfect doesn't Exist Chapter one Explicit Content
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i've been working on this story when i get bored. give me your feedback. its about and abused girl.
What did I do to deserve this? I thought to myself. I had been contemplating diff
erent ways to escape this living hell all day. I hate my life and everyone in it. I pretty much only......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-09-20 20:59:31 |
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Comments: 3 | Tags:
abused
rape
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Why I don't tell my parents
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The reason why I don't tell my parents when I'm feeling depressed is because I get restricted on things. I can't go anywhere, be with my friends, or do anything. Just because my mom doesn't like my friends she limits my time with them. They make me happy when I'm around them! My friend wants me......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-06-29 21:01:55 |
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Comments: 7 | Tags:
friends parents
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Highs and Lows of my life
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I usually only remember or notice if i'm in an high point of low point of my life. I guess this is a low point. Right now i just want my razor. I want to slice my should up and be done. To feel the searing pain conforts me. I need some advice from the cutters out there. what do you......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-06-27 17:03:21 |
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Comments: 11 | Tags:
cutting
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Sleeplessness
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It is late and I have been up writing in my notebook. I find it impossible to sleep and have been jotting down stories with no meaning, songs with no lyrics, and poems with no rhythm.
I want more than this.
Then again, I would rather be awake than asleep. I have been having some really bad......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-06-26 23:26:08 |
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Comments: 7 | Tags:
late night
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Another Problem
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another problem that I have not told the people here at thoughts is that I was bulimic for a year. I was 110 pounds but i thought that was fat! I ended up losing around 20 pounds. Now I can't gain back that weight and I am upset about that.
Other than that I am doing pretty good today. I'm......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-06-26 19:40:36 |
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Comments: 5 | Tags:
bulimic
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It won't be easy
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I know it won't be easy to rid myself of these feelings of suicide but at least I'm going to try. I'm going to try and act as happy as possible for the next 3 week. The end of July is going to be bad though. I just have this feeling. If it's the same as I felt this week then I'm just going to......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-06-25 14:33:17 |
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Comments: 4 | Tags:
911
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I'll try
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I'm going to try to stop doing this. I am only hurting myself and my parents.
I won't do the following things:
1). cut myself
2).overdose
3). jump in front of moving vehicles
4). listen to Andy
5.). think suicidal thoughts.
I'm going to try to keep my mind busy. I will work on art......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-06-24 20:01:09 |
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trying
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It didn't work...
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My parents took my phone away so I couldn't call.
I tried to kill myself yesterday but it didn't work...
We were in the parking lot and it was very busy. I heard a car coming up fast and I ran in front of it. It stopped though.
DAMMIT!!! I HATE THIS!!!...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-06-24 12:48:39 |
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Comments: 14 | Tags:
suicide
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My plans
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im going to call a suicide hotline. i want to see if they will take me to the hospital.
if not, i'm going to to tell my mom this:
"I need more help than i'm getting. i'm going to end up killing myself if i don't. please listen to me..."
does anyone have any other suggestions?...Read More
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Posted on: 2008-06-23 15:42:16 |
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Comments: 8 | Tags:
suicide
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What is wrong with me???
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I’ve already planned out what I’m going to do. It will happen in the end of July or early August.
God, I’m messed up.
I plan to overdose on my Abilify. If you’re wondering why then it is because I heard Andy again. I hadn’t heard her in weeks thanks to the......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-06-23 09:54:32 |
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Comments: 6 | Tags:
suicide
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