In the darkness I am cold and alone, my voice is screaming but noone hears a sound. I'm worthless and used my heart it bleeds to be heard. The pain that I feel its terminatingly unreal I can't do anything right I don't know why I fight all I want is to make you happy. I try so hard but nobody's listening except these hallow walls that contain my eturnal saddness. This house is full of Ghosts painful memories of when we were a family and everything was ok. Now I lay here in my room day in and day out wanting to peel away at the skin that keeps me hole. I try to do everything that I am told EVERYTHING that I am supposed to, but the pressure is just to much. I am losing myself in the jungle of madness I feel as though I am losing my mind....and still nobody's listening....right now giving up seems like a pretty good option, but I could not do that there would be to many people that It would hurt.....and yet....Nobody's Listening....

~Lynny~