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| Overwhelming feeling of STRESS!!! |
Why, why, why!!! Right now I should be relaxing from not having to cook, clean too much or tend to my love and my adoring energetic children, yet I'm at home and my mind is restless...
What image or thoughts running in my head... Why? Hell I don't know.. This is where I seem to get stuck at everytime... I question why I think of the things I think of... Question why I feel the way I feel...
Then... I think of her... Thoughts of calling her chatting with her pops in my head time to time.. But I won't reopen that door... She's that one that I'm suppose to love from a far...
I think I need to read.. Drown myself in literature would be very good for me.. Need to hit up the library tomorrow on my spare time..
I think I'm missing him too much.. That it's clouding everything else and making me be more pessimistic rather than optimistic about him being away... :(
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Posted by SecretThawts on 2009-11-02 06:55:44 | Rating: | Views: 15
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