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Cheaper than theropy!!!!!

Hi Everyone,

This will be my last blog untill monday as i can stand to look at computers over the weekends as im on one all week. So i will let you know how the weekend unfolds on Monday.

So im sitting in work, not working. Bored.

Just reading through everyone elses blogs, and its scary to read so many teenagers are so depressed and feel so alone. I know im not one to talk, but im going (have and continued) through a ruff patch in my life, and i feel it helps to express my self on here.

I have learnt to leave and manager the angury and upset and put it to the back of my mind. I have a good job and good mates, im popular and go out and meet guys. ( this is the fake world i have come to know to handle my emotions) Which is and isnt a healthy way of coping.

But as i read others blogs i have realised it is a better way than locking myself away from the world and hiding, yes in a way im hiding with my fake persona, even know being none on here as "sophie" but some of this teenagers its realy upsetting to see what they write and to think life is over, yes im not one to judge, everyone does, exspecialy me. But i have thought about "ending it" so many times, but i have never gone through with it, simply for the reason, i always have at the back of my mind, what will i acheive, how can i make a difference, will i get married, have children, what will they look like, and so many other questions, im still so young, i have so much life, so much to experience, why do i want to end it before its begun?

These are the questions i put to all you teenagers and adults out there who are going through a ruff patch think about what the future holds, what you want to do, see, and how you can make this happen.

Its friday the weekend is here, oppotunitys are endless, go to a mate, cinema, pub, club, for a meal.

I have also realised that i love acting because i get to "pretend" to be someone else, which is why im so good at acting my everyday life, but i cant do this for ever or i be miserable.

God this blogging merlarky is alot better than theropy, i think people who are not in your close circle can help you more as there looking in. Also people seem to have the tendency on being honest and writting every thought and feeling with out being judged by people they know, we dont have to be embarssed about spilling our hearts out and bumping into them in the street.

Im really starting to get a new perspective on life.

Watch this space, as the new *sophie is arriving.

To everyone out there thank you all, you may not know you have helped me, but just reading what about your lifes, and the honesty and truth behind them have helped me.

WOOHOO the weekend is arriving hope everyone has fun.

Watch this space people as my life is just begging to get good!!!!

*SOPHIE* XXXXXXXXXXXXXX