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Goddamn, it's just never ending. Sometimes I will think it's getting better, but then I wake up the next day feeling like complete shit. It all began at the start of this year. I went through three months of absolute hell. It was the worse depression I'd ever had to deal with. Then for awhile I was getting better, things seemed to be falling into place, and such. It was short lived, so short lived, I hardly remember it. I'm back at sqaure one. It's not quite as severe as last time, but it's still there.
It's kinda like this slow sinking feeling. One thing after another, it just gets worse. Sometimes I just want to die. I just can't stand it, it hurts. I feel as if I were in a room full of people that I could scream bloody fucking murder and no one would think twice. I've tried getting help, but they said they can't do anything for me.
I just want to start over. Move far away, run away from my problems I guess you could say. I suppose the grass isn't always greener, but I need change. I've been stuck in this black hole for to long. I feel as though I'll never be alright. I've given up all hope of ever being happy, but I'd settle for content, or at least okay. Time to drink myself into a coma... |
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Posted by ScreamOf_TheButterfly on 2008-06-26 00:29:14 | Rating: | Views: 55
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I see where you're coming from, but drinking is not the answer. If you need someone to talk to send me a message.
Peace out.
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Posted by Dove
on 2008-06-26 15:38:20
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yes. life can pretty much suck ass sometimes. most of the time. all the time :/
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Posted by genna
on 2008-07-07 14:59:31
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