switch meds until you get comfortable
i had to
ended up on effexor to balance (my dosage depends on how im feeling from 37.5 mg to almost 200 mg if im having a rough spot
one mg risperadol at night to calm (or as an emergency, she's swung out of control, control)(i carry those with me for harsh mood swings)
and l-theanine for peaceful easy feeling.( in green tea, i take a lot of that stuff)
also some other herbal things can do the trick, like relora was nice, bumping vit b's

even my mom doesnt like me to go zombie,
she doesnt like me crazy but she doesnt like me zombie,
we are finding a balance...

i cant do with out my emotions and at the peak of it i had to turn myself into a zombie to get through, and then find a balance so i could have a little happiness again, without going off the deep end.