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Every Day feels the same

I'm stuck with the feeling that everyday feels just the same as the last. It feels like I am getting no where in life, I guess the feelings that I have are true and maybe other people feel the same. It's easy enough to explain but it's a strange feeling. It's the thought that crosses my mind that kills me each day. The thought that there is nothing left here for me and life is meaningless. I guess those thoughts could be true but it's pretty much all I've known for the last ten years. I don't remember thinking of each new day as a new surprise or that each day is a gift. I just think that each day is only leading me closer to the grave. This is life with dark thoughts, empty and cold. I wonder what life would be like without the sickness. I wonder if I would be happy if I were someone else or if I would still be the same no matter who I could be. I can't change the things of the past and I'm on medications to help me for tomorrow so I guess that's the best that I can do in this life.

Posted by Schizoaffective on 2008-10-17 10:59:15 | Rating:

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That's all we can hope for..is to do the best that we can do in our lives:)Here's wishing you good surprises to come your way.

Posted by pitapie50 on 2008-10-17 11:40:37

if every day feels the same
and you are in complete agreement about what is off,
what do you flick to turn it onÉ
*keyboard problems again*
time to find the manic
and start the progression...
check out DNA activation.
and get over the weird crap cuz
i realize its a load a quack in some places
to keep you off track...
what can you speak to it of to make it real for yourself
and find that magical s witch.

Peace & Love
but not so much Peace or so many pieces that you are bo(a)r(e)d.

Posted by patternsdancing on 2008-10-17 13:22:31

my heart went out when i read this my bro
just know there is a GOD(JESUS) WHO IS ABLE TO
help you in any given situration and problem
He is real and we also have a enemie of our soul
who wispers in the ear and say life is tragic and
i want to leave...or to say take my life

ask jesus into your heart ask him to forgive your sins and come into your heart as your personal savior.......He will and he will help you

Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you," says the Lord. "They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope."

ps if you done that hit me back and send me a friendship request or just read my blogs they are helpful to read

Posted by good_news on 2008-10-17 21:14:53