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Been a while
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Well it's been a while, I thought I would write and say that I am still alive and still as crazy as ever. I like Waynesville more than I thought I would. There are a few things that I miss about Murphy, I have not made any new friends but I don't have a car so it makes it hard to get out and do......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-01-17 15:12:20 |
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still alive and crazy as ever
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My time of the year
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Ah it's October so close to Halloween I love this time of year. Where it's not too hot and not too cold. The trees change colors and the leaves start to fall. I love Halloween! It's so much fun to see normal people dress up like monsters and other creepy things. I no longer dress up but it's......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-10-26 18:33:49 |
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my time of the year
Halloween
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Mindless zombie
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Before I started taking my medications I had to fight racing thoughts. Now adays it's hard for me to have a single thought. Now I feel like a mindless zombie just going through life and not learning anything new. It's like the medications don't just stop the bad thoughts it also stops the good......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-10-18 16:15:08 |
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In the mind of madness
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As strange as this might sound I have also had the thoughts that I have already died. I am not talking about living a past life, I could be standing out side and I get the feeling of deja vu, makes me think that I am already dead and that I am reliving my own life. It always freaks me out when I......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-10-17 17:25:36 |
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What if there is nothing more to life?
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What if there is nothing more to life than what it is? Maybe life is just a wonderful mistake. All we know for a fact is everything that is born into this world dies. Nobody knows for a fact if there is life after death. It helps to think there is a loving god that watches over us and that will......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-10-17 13:11:02 |
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Every Day feels the same
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I'm stuck with the feeling that everyday feels just the same as the last. It feels like I am getting no where in life, I guess the feelings that I have are true and maybe other people feel the same. It's easy enough to explain but it's a strange feeling. It's the thought that crosses my mind that......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-10-17 10:59:15 |
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The strangest feeling
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OK I don't know if it's because of my mental illness or if everyone feels this way sometimes. Strange enough I feel the feeling everyday of my life. By now you are sitting there and thinking to yourself I wonder what he's talking about. OK now I will tell you, the feeling of being detached......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-10-13 22:30:40 |
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The Nightmares begin
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Now that you know about my hellish childhood I will tell you where the nightmares begin. I don't know from the exact age the hallucinations began or the voices started but I had struggled with them for as long as I am able to remember. I used to think the old house was haunted. I would go to the......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-10-12 16:52:43 |
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nightmare
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Child hood horror
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OK so I didn't have it bad as a child, I was never abused and my parents gave me as much love as they could. My parents only had two children that would be my sister and myself. Of course I would be the younger and harder to control child. I guess it's not rare for a child to have an imaginary......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-10-12 14:43:45 |
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12-27-07
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I feel restless, I can't stay still. I took my meds today at 10:30AM and even now I find myself walking back and forth throughout the house. Paraniod, like something is watching, waiting. This is nothing new to me. I have felt this way for years. The darkness worries me. Sometimes I can picture a......Read More
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Posted on: 2008-10-12 11:05:31 |
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schizoaffective
12-27-07
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