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Listen...
Listen still your mind.
I want you to hear the beat of my heart.
All the world walks past me as I gaze into oblivion,and think on the deepest sympathies, for all the joyous moments lost.
Still my heart beats.
I feel it brake I swear the pain should make the cruelty of my anguish dissipate into vapor, stop the relentless rhythm in my chest let it still upon deaths pillow.
I can touch the pulse and feel it there yet my mind tells me it has no place.
I forgive it not for causing my eyes to weep so many times.
My heart is a tool of my despair, and it beats on.
How many times I have cried so hard I could barley breath my heart pulls at my soul and stops it from leaving ..ties knots to my mortal existence like chains to a slave. Listen still your mind.
This heart could beat for you
Torn into shreds
yet it has
drawn
strength
from
its
anguish
and
aches of life still hoping
I cant stop its favor of love...though I try!.
I argue with its reasoning I want no part of its plans, My soul screams in violent tones of red painted sorrow
"Please stop"
It cant...
It loves... So it carries on its relentless and pitiful quest to find a token unforesaking its damage to ware as a shield from what is undeniable to my soul.....Pain.
I talk to my heart "shhhhhh quite now be silent no more Love less let pain take you my whole life" it falls upon stone that listens not to reason.
So it beats and waits and I sigh for its imperfections...
My soul relinquishes hope and drains itself upon years of strife and bitter wet tears.
In the end my soul is damp from the years lost and salt upon my cheeks...
My soul stands looking at my mortal gift deceased and the heart that never gave up, my soul now understands and pours into it the torment of hopes and dreams shattered and my heart at last finds peace for my souls love is true....and it sleeps.