Using and abusing, you know it's wrong, but you've wanted to be invisible for oh so long. This is our dirty little secret, hidden among all the others, nobody else knows, only me. Nobody else can see. Everything looks so perect, everything is so awesome, but inside your nothing but numb. So addicted, so hurt, you wonder everyday why you two had to part. And everyday it tugs at your heart.
*Lifes the bullet in the gun, fates the trigger, cock it, pull it, take a hit, say yes, it's gone, its black.. too late you can't take it back. No is the air, the proof that you care, you stay here with me. You asked what I'd do if you said yes two years ago, I said nothing, 'cause I wouldn't know you..*
You think nothing in life is enough to keep you alive, keep you awake, keep you here. There used to be, but it's all drifted away, it's not even close to being near. I know your gonna be somebody, even if right now your cold and bloody. Don't worry you'll get through, I'm here, don't worry here is where I'm gonna be and where I'm gonna stay for tomorow and the next day.
*Lifes the bullet in the gun, destiny's the trigger, cock it, pull it, go ahead take a hit, say yes everythings sone, its black.. too late you can't take it back. No is the air, the proof that you do care, you stay here with me. You asked what I'd do if you said yes two years back, I said nothing, 'cause I wouldn't know you..*
I know you've had it hard, I know you boy, deep down your scarred. I know how you feel, and it's too much to take in, it's too real. Your mad, angry, crying all the time, we both know your soul is dying. I know what you've done, I know what you've tried, I have too, but I don't what I'd do if your died.. Stay with me, stay here, shed a couple hundred tears, it can't take forever, one of these days it'll be all over, and you'll be so happy your still here.
*Lifes the bullet in the gun, fates the trigger, cock it, pull it, if you say yes everythings gone, its black.. too late you can't take it back. No is the air, the proof that you care, you stay here with me, just let it be. You asked what I'd do if you said yes two years ago, I said nothing, 'cause I wouldn't know you..*
The best is yet to come, you haven't lived half your life. Don't back down, I'm here for you, thick or thin, no matter what you do. Your fed up with your life, you don't know what to do. You've tried it all, don't worry this time I'll catch you when you fall. But I'm scared one morning, you'll be gone, and I'll be late, I'm so scared because I cant cheat fate. I know your pain, it's overwhelming, it pours like rain in a thunderstorm. You wish you weren't born, I know what you mean, life sucks when your just a teen. So many problems not enough ways to help. You cry and cry wishing that someone will save you before you die.
*Lifes the bullet in the gun, fates the trigger, cock it, pull it, if you say yes everythings gone, its black.. too late you can't take it back. No is the air, the proof that you care, you stay here with me, just let it be. You asked what I'd do if you said yes two years ago, I said nothing, 'cause I wouldn't know you..*
I understand, I know what your going through, thses feelings aren't new. They'll stick with you in your mind and heart. You want to tell people, but you don't know where to start. I know you wish you were dead, lying there, eyes closed, still on your bed. I don't want you to leave, I want you here, I don't want you to cry another tear. Promise me, that you'll be, alright so I don't have to worry about you, at least not tonight. Smash that pipe, smash that bong, crush that pill, throw it all away, there is a way. We'll get through together, I can't do this without you..
*Life is the bullet in the gun, fates the trigger, cock it, pull it, take a hit, say yes, it's gone, its black.. too late you can't take it back. No is the air, the proof that you do care, you stay here with me. You asked what I'd do if you said yes two years ago, I said nothing, 'cause I wouldn't know you..*
When this is all done with, I'll be so proud, we did it. We won the fight, the pills the blade, lost this night. Throw it out, get rid of that stuff, now we can't be weak, we gotta be tough. My blood will no longer rain, those drugs will no longer cover the pain. We have to learn how to deal the right way. No turning back, don't even go there, not again. Some days it'll be hard, and we'll be forever scarred. But we got each other, talk to me, promise that in 10 years theres still a we.. I know we can do it if we try, we will survive, were not gonna die, don't go back dont try anymore. Were better than that.
*Life is the bullet in the gun, fates the trigger, cock it, pull it, take a hit, say yes, it's gone, its black.. too late you can't take it back. No is the air, the proof that you do care, you stay here with me. You asked what I'd do if you said yes two years ago, I said nothing, 'cause I wouldn't know you..*
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