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Destiny
Fearing my destiny Wondering...who I..should be. Why am I here? Pain brought by an angels tear. How could've I let you walk away, How did I not have... anything... to say. I must be stupid... I must be dumb. Im as important to you as a mere crumb. So I walk around, Getting......Read More
Posted on: 2008-08-23 15:28:35 |  Rating: | Views: 53 | Comments: 6 | Tags: fear  getting old  death  lost  destiny 
2 Seconds Too Late
So I dated this guy 11 months, and I loved him. I never told any other person [but family] that I love them... But him, Quinton. Quinton held me when I was rejected, listened when I made no sense, he understood me... He respected me and we trusted each other beyond belief. He also had a rough......Read More
Posted on: 2008-08-20 21:47:55 |  Rating: | Views: 66 | Comments: 5 | Tags: wait  love  miss you 
The beginning
So basically I have no life and I cant let go of my past feelings and my memories. I miss him but hes away, and hes with her. There's no hope for me to find someone that I really care for that cares for me back... Im scared of the present and the future because every second without either......Read More
Posted on: 2008-08-10 21:57:38 |  Rating: | Views: 20 | Comments: 0 | Tags: start 
Dear Whoever; Explicit Content
Dear whoever is listening. I never meant a word I said. Your worth more to me when your dead. I hope you can hear me, and I pray that you could see me lying there at 2 in the morning holding on my pillow with streams of black streaming down my face. I scream for you, I cried for you, and you......Read More
Posted on: 2008-08-09 14:22:40 |  Rating: | Views: 71 | Comments: 10 | Tags: hurt  love  boys 
Answers?
Okay, so right now my stomach is growling, and I'm about to be sick to my stomach, I've been like this for a few months. I'm soo hungry but I can't eat. Everytime I open the fridge to get food it makes me sick just looking at it I'm so disgusted! I've forced myself to throw up maybe 10 times or......Read More
Posted on: 2008-08-09 12:22:46 |  Rating: | Views: 42 | Comments: 2 | Tags: eating disorders  stress  food  scared 
ADVICE!
HELP!!! So my friend Nick is practically adored by my parents and he's been coming around for a few months now, and they even call their "future son-in-law" as a joke. Recently I have developed a small crush on him, and I confided in a couple close friends and they swore to me that......Read More
Posted on: 2008-08-08 22:35:46 |  Rating: | Views: 34 | Comments: 2 | Tags: advice  boys  like  breakdowns 
Soon I'll Be Travelling Downstream
I'm dead emotionally but tonight’s the night, I'll travel downstream and my body will feel the same numb as my insides, my emotions. In an hour, the blade will control my life, it has the power to take over and put me down. Take me down; put me in that coffin, 6 feet below, I hate you! I......Read More
Posted on: 2008-08-05 21:15:02 |  Rating: | Views: 54 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Death  Suicide  Hate  Remorse  Mom  Dad  Blood  Scream 
Love and Poison
One of these days my love will be the death of me, and I'll be drowing in the tears I've cried for only you. I miss you, so unsure of what lies ahead, when your not here, my heart doesnt beat and I'm soon to be dead. I cant feel, I never want to get over you, there's no need to heal, whats in the......Read More
Posted on: 2008-08-01 00:02:51 |  Rating: | Views: 46 | Comments: 2 | Tags: cry  miss you  far away  confused  love 
Just To Let You Know
I hate admitting to this because of what it does in the end. I hate this word above all others, but I love you. I love you, I love you. I really do... I can't deny it, I'm head over heels. If love was food, you'd keep me fed for a million meals. *I want to tell you how I feel, how......Read More
Posted on: 2008-07-21 23:34:52 |  Rating: | Views: 71 | Comments: 2 | Tags: lyrics  love  colour  racing hearts 
New Poem..
Smoking my life away, My miseries, my fears aren't going to stay, By tomorrow morning I'm not going to remember a thing, Can you hear those sirens sing? They're driving me closer to the edge, Soon enough I'll be jumping off the ledge, I'll be with them and every other lost soul.......Read More
Posted on: 2008-07-12 07:47:07 |  Rating: | Views: 72 | Comments: 3 | Tags: poem  hell  satan  spells  sirens  lost souls 

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