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ok so it was brought to my attesion (by my boss) that im emotionaly well lets say weak(he refered to it as i need more personal resiliance)... on pondering this i have realized in the last 2 and a half years(to the day) i have changed alot and not for the better..in fact i hate what i have become... i used to be a strong loud happy person anything you could throw at me i would take it and say thats it... i would thrive under pressure i would get bored if life wasnt a challenge if it wasnt drama filled it wasnt for me.... now i cry when people look at me day to day life is a challenge and not one i like im week meek and mild, i dont like the person i have become and i want to change it have become the woe is me person to everyone at work. and yer this seem very woe is me right now but this is my way of trying to work HOW THE HELL DO I CHANGE THE PERSON I HAVE BECOME TO THE PERSON I WANT TO BE????
things i need to change
1) how to stop crying all the time
2) get better at my job
3) change peoples perceptions of me
4)change who i am?
5)change my appearance
but how do i do this?
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Posted by Sabb on 2009-03-18 08:29:50 | Rating: | Views: 29
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