So its been 2 years since my divorce and all my friends want me to get back out into the dating scene.

I don't know Im a bit sceptical about it. Maybe deep inside I have a serious fear of getting in a relationship and getting hurt again.

Let me tell you why I have this fear. I did 3 tours in Iraq, was wounded twice and reciveved the Bronze Star for valor in combat. Each tour I went on my Ex-Wife cheated on me. You would think if your husband was away at war dodging bullets and raod side bombs the least the spouse could do is stay faithful and keep the home fires burning to say the least.

So, part of me is lonely yes, but the other half has strong defenses.


Im my mind I think its just gonna happen when i least expect it.....i hope



Steven