Feeling.....like.......crap..........

My boyfriend decided I "wasn't sexual enough", I lived too far away, and my Christian faith is bogus. Yet I gave him everything I could afford. What a life-sucker.  I thought someone actually would be able to stick with me all the way through unconditionally without wanting to get physical.

Stupid me.
 
He's happy with someone else,though, so that's alright, I guess......it's no use trying anymore. the wound is open again.....

Now to aim away from that giant wad of depression, I suppose I'll say it,....I'm working on a music album. Yeah. Singing. Me. By myself. For the public. To hear. Online. 

...*universe implodes*.....XD

I'm recording using my inept accompaniment skills on piano so at least you're hearing something other than me. I'm working on a cover track, but for now, nothing's up yet. I'm doing everything: music, lyrics, art, accompaniment and recording.  My voice isn't much to hear, but I need something to do when I'm not studying for SATs, doing art or waiting for one of the very numerous jobs I applied for to call for an interview. Who knows?Maybe someone who is deaf and has no taste will want to listen to my stuff. :D That would be nice.

Yeah, you can pretty much tell that this is a one-man project(except....I'm female). Further information in future posts.

we're gettin' are kitchen re-modeled today ^o^