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Release, contour and aircrafts
Wow. I feel even worse. . . .like a total b****..... I guess there were a lot of complications with what my boyfriend(?) was trying to get to me and we made up, fortunately but the distance still is a bother, more to him than me... I don't know, maybe it's because I have innumerable......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-26 20:25:16 | Rating:

| Views: 78 | Comments: 1 | Tags: aircraft boyfriend misunderstanding simulation potheads contour self-portraits bombers alcoholics

"Rehab", albums and remodeling
Feeling.....like.......crap.......... My boyfriend decided I "wasn't sexual enough", I lived too far away, and my Christian faith is bogus. Yet I gave him everything I could afford. What a life-sucker. I thought someone actually would be able to stick with me all the way......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-15 12:28:07 | Rating:

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Dances, self-portraits and....make-up???!!!???!!!
I'm officially weirded out. My friend called me up and told me "You had better get your a** to homecoming, even if I have to drag it over there!!!" groan. Problem: I HATE dances. Especially when it's only because your sucky football team is playing at your......Read More

Posted on: 2007-09-20 17:47:05 | Rating:

| Views: 98 | Comments: 0 | Tags: art sell 300 the movie dress dance football homecoming

yuck
When I heard about Lindsay Lohan yesterday, I wasn't surprised at this point. I used to think she was a darling little girl, but she turned out to be a druggie chick. The things that happen to child stars, I swear!! It's just like that little boy, Macaulay Culkin(or however you say that), he......Read More

Posted on: 2007-07-25 11:48:56 | Rating:

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Storms, Jobs and the Phantom of the Opera.
[photoid]1405[/photoid] Yeesh......the things I get my self into sometimes,..... Last weekend I went to see several friends perform in the play Oliver! and I very well enjoyed it, despite my reaction to the movie. It was fun seeing my friends performing. After the play......Read More

Posted on: 2007-07-24 10:01:42 | Rating:

| Views: 123 | Comments: 1 | Tags: plays job storm blackout musicals audition fast food

Beloved
[photoid]1167[/photoid] Before you left, you gazed down on me with dark, sad eyes that I still miss and I wonder why I deserve someone as wonderful as you. A new day has come, but you still reside here in my stolen heart, despite how far away you are from me. Throw aside our......Read More

Posted on: 2007-07-20 09:33:35 | Rating:

| Views: 145 | Comments: 2 | Tags: eyes love long-distance relationship

Calming down and Murals
[photoid]1141[/photoid]I'm pretty much done with Linda. The lack of gratitude was making me feel like I was going vomit. I called her up and pretty much told I'm done being her buttwipe and trying to be nice to her. I hung up before she could say anything. I phoned my father, told him what I did......Read More

Posted on: 2007-07-19 09:14:23 | Rating:

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Maddening.......just maddening.
'Kay. here's how it all started out. I have known this girl, "Linda," for about a whole school year. She's great at drawing and making friends. We were pretty good friends, I suppose. But there is this other girl, "Eunice," who is also a good friend of mine. Eunice is friendly and easygoing, and......Read More

Posted on: 2007-07-18 14:51:06 | Rating:

| Views: 116 | Comments: 1 | Tags: unappreciation friendship e-mail friends encouraging nice drawing hell

true love, threadless and an Italian song
[photoid]1126[/photoid]It's raining....again. -_- I did an awesome t-shirt design yesterday. It's kinda spooky, but I thought it was kinda cute. The design is of a little girl playing with human-looking string-puppets and making them look like they're kissing. I figured, that's my image of......Read More

Posted on: 2007-07-18 14:01:16 | Rating:

| Views: 138 | Comments: 1 | Tags: pop stars singing songs Threadless.com t-shirt drawing girl true love puppet Nightwish Within Temptation Evanescence anime Noir Canta Per Me nose solo dark photoshop true love cute

Blending in and artshows
[photoid]1092[/photoid]I don't understand why people are willing to do so much to fit in and look cool. It's like they're slaves to the "crowd". You HAVE to listen to our idea of music, you HAVE to wear these clothes, you have to act like us because you're with us now. I honestly don't......Read More

Posted on: 2007-07-17 09:39:53 | Rating:

| Views: 99 | Comments: 0 | Tags: art mural Trompe L'oeil