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RubyFloating's Blogs in August 2009

Was I gone too long???
Pictures change, people stop writing and home doesn't feel like home anymore. Guess I was gone too long. Funny thing is that I never left the house. Here's the question for the day, while I was out did "the music die"? ...Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-08 22:10:04 | Rating:

| Views: 16 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Gone music

No More...please No More
I am so tired. It seems like the energy simply will never come back. If the kids were at school at least I would have a couple of hours where I could scream and cry. Chronic pain, chronic fatigue and now they tell me I have to test for ILD. No more...please no more. I just don't want to......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-10 09:12:11 | Rating:

| Views: 21 | Comments: 1 | Tags: ild fatigue pain fybromyalgia

Who are you?
A couple of days ago, I was asked "WHO ARE YOU?". No , I do not believe the man really wanted to know who I am. Actually,I feel like he was being mean. Not that it really matters, because neither he nor anyone else who is not directly related to me can cause me pain via words or......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-12 22:31:52 | Rating:

| Views: 24 | Comments: 2 | Tags: RubyFloating mother widow children

It only took 46 days to change our lives forever.
It is not a very good picture, but it is all I have of that day. It was taken January 6, 2003. We had just signed the final adoption papers for the two beautiful kids in the ptcture. We were officially the Dodge Family! The joy and relief could never be measured. That total feeling of......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-23 13:39:29 | Rating:

| Views: 23 | Comments: 2 | Tags: cancer missing love adoption

OK , I guess I have figured it out
OK, I guess I have figured out where the depression came from this time. It really does have a way of its own. I go in today for the results of my lung tests. I should be scared out of my wits. I am calm. No fear, no worries. No idea what the Doctor will have to say. When she......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-27 09:29:46 | Rating:

| Views: 38 | Comments: 6 | Tags: lung cancer depression love smoking

OK, I guess...NO, I know!
OK,I guess? NO, OK I Know !!! I thank all of you for the good wishes and prayers. Indeed they are working. The Doctor gave me the best of news...NO CANCER !!! It is COPD and I can work with that.I can do anything it seems when I think about the fact that I live not for myself but for......Read More