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Smile,Laugh, OK..at least giggle!
LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE 1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4.. I used to have a handle on......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-17 22:14:07 | Rating:

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Another Goodbye, will it ever stop?
And yet another sad goodbye. I am so very tired of cancer winning. It is a disease that knows no boundaries. It doesn't matter if you are rich,poor,young,old,well read,illiterate,fat,thin,pretty, ugly,male or female, cancer takes them all. Some......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-15 15:36:00 | Rating:

| Views: 20 | Comments: 1 | Tags: patrick swayze cancer goodbye

a tiny prayer
Dear Lord, Every single evening As I'm lying here in bed, This tiny little Prayer Keeps running through my head: God bless all my family Wherever they may be, Keep them warm and safe from harm For they're so close to me. And God, there is one more thing I......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-13 11:39:00 | Rating:

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A month of Sundays
A month of Sundays, now where did that saying come from? Really, I would like to know. This Sunday is the day before my late father's birthday. Had he lived he would have been 72. Next Sunday is my Mom's birthday she will be 72. The following weekend the kids and I will......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-06 09:23:20 | Rating:

| Views: 11 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Sunday cancer walk memory

This was sent to me , a bad day...
My Dad sent this to me , after I had a bad day, If you don't laugh out loud after you read this you are in a coma! This is even funnier when you realize it's real! Next time you have a bad day at work think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation diver for Global......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-03 20:14:54 | Rating:

| Views: 27 | Comments: 1 | Tags: bad day sister dad jellyfish

OK, I guess...NO, I know!
OK,I guess? NO, OK I Know !!! I thank all of you for the good wishes and prayers. Indeed they are working. The Doctor gave me the best of news...NO CANCER !!! It is COPD and I can work with that.I can do anything it seems when I think about the fact that I live not for myself but for......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-27 15:54:33 | Rating:

| Views: 31 | Comments: 5 | Tags: COPD depression cancer Ruby

OK , I guess I have figured it out
OK, I guess I have figured out where the depression came from this time. It really does have a way of its own. I go in today for the results of my lung tests. I should be scared out of my wits. I am calm. No fear, no worries. No idea what the Doctor will have to say. When she......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-27 09:29:46 | Rating:

| Views: 37 | Comments: 6 | Tags: lung cancer depression love smoking

It only took 46 days to change our lives forever.
It is not a very good picture, but it is all I have of that day. It was taken January 6, 2003. We had just signed the final adoption papers for the two beautiful kids in the ptcture. We were officially the Dodge Family! The joy and relief could never be measured. That total feeling of......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-23 13:39:29 | Rating:

| Views: 23 | Comments: 2 | Tags: cancer missing love adoption

Who are you?
A couple of days ago, I was asked "WHO ARE YOU?". No , I do not believe the man really wanted to know who I am. Actually,I feel like he was being mean. Not that it really matters, because neither he nor anyone else who is not directly related to me can cause me pain via words or......Read More

Posted on: 2009-08-12 22:31:52 | Rating:

| Views: 24 | Comments: 2 | Tags: RubyFloating mother widow children

No More...please No More
I am so tired. It seems like the energy simply will never come back. If the kids were at school at least I would have a couple of hours where I could scream and cry. Chronic pain, chronic fatigue and now they tell me I have to test for ILD. No more...please no more. I just don't want to......Read More