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Side effects to Skinnyness :'(
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Im feeling low.
depressed even?
I used to pride myself on being someone who was never down, never bummed out by the little stuff.
Now, i have what i want, im so close to my goal weight i can touch it but i feel so sad its pathetic.
I know once i reach it i wont stop.
ill end up one of them scary lil bags of bones instead of slim
Today ive had 2 cups of tea and a glass of juice.
i'm not hungry as such, but i want to eat. so so bad.
but i wont let myself.
i was home alone today and i could have eaten my share of the cake but i wouldnt let myself.
ibanned the horrid cake from my lips.
My mum said im BANNED from going to my freinds house.
ive never resented her so much in my whole life.
IM SICK OF HER CONTROLING ME.
I dont want her to die, but i know id be happier if my parents divorced. =/
i jus wanna curl up in a ball and sleep.
i feel sosad right now :(
and i look like shit.
niceee huh?
i want to be free.
from everything
my weight 'issues'
my parents
my worries
my friends someetimes =/
i need to get stoned :L
ttfn xx
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Rosiee
on 2009-08-17 09:52:24
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Now you are close to your goal you should start to build up by allowing yourself to eat very small meals. Try fruit. But continue to exercise. this way you will get used to eating a little. I know it's tough. But your still in control if you reach your goal and STAY at that goal. Try and make staying there your new goal.
Stay strong, Ambs x
Posted by
glitterrdust
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2009-08-26 10:02:02
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