Oh Jesus i'm broken.
before you all rush off and throw prit sticks at me, not it THAT sense.
more phchologically.
i'm not phycho. far from it in fact.
im just in a 'low' point.
a low point which enjoys toturing me.
my eating disorder has fucked up. i actually put on a......Read More
Okay, I've been 'healthy' for like a month now.
i've put on weight (3lb to be exact) and not even cared
Until now.
Yesterday, i properly spoke to my friend about it for the first time ever.
i told her everything. what i did, how i felt, how you get used to the hunger.
And......Read More
Right!
First things first! tends to make things easier then when i do the last things first :L
Anyway! Next week.
drugs, alcohol more alochol and boys.
Fun!!
Were all dragging a guy along to get pissed, high and then were off camping. (not nessaerilly in that order :L)
I'm......Read More
Well so much for being 'strong'.
That lasted a jolly well long time; ooh what, a month?
I'm back, and i'm glad.
i missed losing weight....
And my first day back in my old tricks, and i've lost 2lb!
I'm rather happy.
although i'm not.
I keep thinking about the......Read More
Its just kinda hit me how much weight i've actually lost...
OMG trust me i'm not complaining, im fricken exstatic :D
i'm 2lb off losing a stone in 2 months
HEHEHEHEHE :D:D:D:D
and ive lost and inch off my waist in a month
half and inch off each thigh. which is shit considering......Read More