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Ok...when you put it that way...you're right. Why did I explain myself to a bunch of strangers?? I have noooo idea...LMAO!!! You know me...always feeling the need to have to make sure everyone understands everything...I'm just weird like that...

I have NO idea why I'm crying...I guess it's all of the above...mad at myself for always falling for the stupid shit...sad because sometimes it just really hits me about just how LONELY i am...and hurt by all the things guys have put me through even though I treat them like fukkin kings...that's just b.s...why do the good girls get treated like shit so often...I guess I should start taking my own advice...THAT WAS THE BEST ADVICE YOU EVER GAVE...hahahahahahahahahahahahaha...so I need a drink sooo bad, i hope Aida or Ricky is home so I can have someone to chill with and don't have to be sooo freakin alone today...I'll stop crying and I'm done looking...so maybe the right guy will just fall into my lap now...sheesh, I sound desparate...LOL!! I need a hug...but you know dayum well how we BOTH feel about showing affection...we just don't do it...so stop bullshitting about you wish you could give me a hug...cause you wouldn't give it and I wouldn't take it...LMAO!!! You got me over here cracking up!!! dumbass! hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...cough...hahahah ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...choke...
I know you miss that!

I took that pic myself last week at my sister's house...it's my favorite...LOL!! I was trying to be sexy...i saved that pic under "NEED SOME" hahahahahahahahahaha

ROLO!