This is horrible, | can*t bear it, it*s like,...the pixies know how sad I am, So they keep tricking me, Iv*e seen Huggie out of the corner of my eye so many times today, and everytime i turn around its like ive been hit in the stomach because he is not there, I miss him so much.
I*m leaving for a three day party and i just don*t wanna go. Alukobe, it didn*t really work, it*s just a nonsense word that i made up a couple of years ago, whenever i felt sad i*d repeat it to myself to calm myself down, put my emotions in a box and deal with them later, if you watch desperate housewives that will sound familiar, Bree Hodge says it, my best friend thinks I*m like her, an ice queen.
But Alukobe doesn*t work for this, my sadness is normally because of internal emotional turmoil, and this isn*t, well it is partly but i can*t explain, absence makes the heart grow fonder, I*m talking like one of those old women in the nursing home i worked for a small time. And it*s only been one day,
.....I really relied on my dog, ....Huggie, he*d listen to all my crap and he loved hugs, and he had this look, a kind of, "I have no idea what your talking about but OK" sort of look, i really miss that look, I can*t party, and now Huggie*s gone, I have no one to talk to.....: ( You guys are great an all, but it*s not the same. It*s not the same.
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