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4:30 Wednesday, My dog is getting put to sleep, feels like i just got a bucket of ice water thrown over me, i can*t warm up neither, Bill will be gone, the ex owner-a clueless fucking ignorant judgemental BEEP (not denying hypocricy here) wants to be there for it, he has no happy memoreis of her, only neglect, Im assuming Huggie remembers the 5 years being locked in a cage. The last person who should be there is the fucking Hen Woman! It makes me really angry, i don*t feel she has the right, but it*s about Huggie, not how much i detest his previous owners. So thats it, he*ll be gone,
For the best though, hes losing weight, barely moves, his life is kind of sucking right now, but im still iced, my hearts all frozen, ice in my blood, Just feel numb, but it*s real, typing it doesn*t make it more real, I know it is but i can*t acknowledge it. I like my dog, I don*t want him to go anywhere!
And the next day I*m expected to go to a festival, party and have fun!!!? Anyo0ne wanna buy a festival ticket? Because i*m gonna be too busy feeling like the biggest traitor in the world.
I want Huggie to stay, fuck all cancers, i hate this world, its so fucking unfair. I hate it|!!!!!! HATE IT!!! Typing is making me cry, bye folks.
Rogue
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Posted by Rogue on 2008-05-19 10:22:59 | Rating: | Views: 58
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Awww man, I feel for you. Having to make that decision for a creature that loves you is so hard. But, from what you say, you are making the right decision, you are NOT a traitor.
Atleast this was you can make the next couple of days even more special than normal, and you know, that this decision is being made for all the right reasons x
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Posted by deepintought
on 2008-05-19 10:48:11
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I lost my pup yesterday...i can feel your pain. I'm so sorry you have to do this
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-05-21 05:38:06
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Just to let you know I'm thinking about you right now Rogue
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Posted by deepintought
on 2008-05-21 11:43:58
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