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UGK! Iv'e been looking over my financial situation and i think I'm going to have to cut Amsterdam out of my summer, THIS SUCKS, My dog is looking like he is gonna need a very expensive operation and if i wanna move away in september i cannot go to amsterdam,
WAH!!!!! I soo wanna go and iv'e been looking forward to it for AGES, i know SA is gonna kill me but id rather move out than get wasted in another country, no matter how much i want to....so i figure im gonna budget myself to 100 pounds, pack a ruccksack and go down to England/Ireland because at the rate im going i cant even afford to renew my passport!
On the bright side i got my Knock Festival ticket today so i can look forward to and enjoy that, this summer *shudders, I still got my crazy hill walk in the budget lol, but its gonna take some time to convince SA that i cannot afford Amsterdam, she has a lot more money than i do, and her mum is not completely fucking bankrupt, she'd propably pay most of it for me but i don't want that, Amsterdam will still be there next year.....and the year after if it takes that long,
like i said, id rather focus on getting out of this pit, going to Amsterdam would mean i couldnt move out so there is no competition.
Its Beltane tomorrow, im gonna enjoy myself.....theoretically i will be reponsible but i rekon i wont be and ill end up walking home in the early hours becasue i have work the next day, its all a part of the experience of life,
disapointment, exceeding expectations, posotive negative yad yada, yayagocha.
HOWEVER-now i know ive been moaning a while but one last thing, IF and i stress IF, i can get another job for 2 months that pays 5 pounds an hour i MIGHT be able to afford to go, its looking bad but no way in hell am i giving up, going places aint easy and you gotta work/fight for what you want, so even though its off the board its not on the chopping block.
*crosses fingers* please find money-hello? Money tree? Magical Faeries, sweet little evil pixies and rich relatives-GIVE ME MONEY!!!!!! Lol, i hate that the world revolves around currency like this, id quite happilywrite an album of songs or paint an amazing picture in return for a passport and plane tickets, unfortunately im not in Alice's wonderland....yet!
Wish me luck folks, ill keep you updated,
xxx
Rogue
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Posted by Rogue on 2008-04-29 08:20:14 | Rating: | Views: 53
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