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Dear Editor of the universe,
Why? I`m asking that on behalf of all human kind i`m sure many of us would like to know.
Why does my flat mates family look at me like i am a slug? Please EDIT them out of existence or transform me into a beautiful butterfly,
Why is my boyfriend gone for 6 months? Please EDIT the situation and give me back the other half of my SOUL.
Why do I smoke-Please EDIT my 13 year old brain.
Please move the local football stadium and re-locate it an extra mile fro my humble abode-could you upgrade it to a better size with icer furnishings?
Please EDIT my bank account and add a few thousand pounds, perhaps a bank error or something?
Thank You in advance.
Rogue
Yes I am in a relationship with Robert now folks! Yaaaaaay, he`s gone...arghhhhh, for 6 months to south America, so far away, My flat mates family are over and i feel wholey inadequate as a working class human being, I was quite proud of the fact that i went busking today and made money for chocolate, it got blank stares with a hint of dissaproval, EVERYTHING I say is wrong, "Oh so what are you doing in edinburgh Rogue?"
Oh You know trying to get a job and stop the goverment from fucking me up the arse.
-blank stares, another hint of this time, disgust.
"So Rogue what do you do?"
Didn`t I already say I`m looking for a job?
"Uhh, well I`m a musician?"
flat mates dads girlfriend looks like she has been sitting at a table with a poile of fresh shit opposite her....
I FUCKING HATE these middle class SNOBS.
I dunno, mebbe its my mind doing shite to my thoughts but I don`t like the way they make me feel about myself, and its as if suddenly, my flat mate alsmost becomes one of THEM. She doesnt look at me weird but she distances me, laughs at CRAP that is NOT FUNNY, like-oh this cat looks like my alfie, -everyone but me-OH! HAHAHAHA
Sorry where is the humour in that??? I`m sorry Iv`e never met alfie the cat, was he a comedian?
I miss Robert, so you know-i did get a job, but they asked me to leave after 5 HOURS because I had a headache and my co-worker said she thought i was on drugs!!! Around kids??? Fucking Ejit, she asked me if i was and i said no so she left the room to talk to my boss, who then called me in to ask if i was on "medication", I said uhhno why?
Then out of the blue she said she thought i was in the wrong enviroment and could I leave?
Uhh what? Give me a chance a week perhaps?
No I think you should go, she stands up, leave your apron on the desk.
Im not frakking with you, it actually happened, i was around kids so i kind of understand but what the hell.
So now i am looking for a bar job where i can socialise with people my own age and talk about something other than the sandpit, im not waiting for the job center to find me one because it will take too long and my arse is sore.
In the meantime im jumping through hoops and busking, im in contact with someone who wants me to do a demo for him but its early days yet so ill blab when theres more to say about that.
Im gonna go back to hell with theflat mates relatives....or mebbe ill just go for a walk, -waves-
rogue x
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Posted by Rogue on 2008-09-26 14:39:22 | Rating: | Views: 48
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I like the beginning when you talk about editing things in your life. If only that was possible, I would have a few edits of my own. What type of music do you play?
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Posted by Amalgamation
on 2008-09-26 14:56:24
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Don't ask the "editor of universe" to edit your life- you have contol of our own delete and save buttons. you have to realize that you can march to the beat of a different drummer, but it costs you. I'm not saying you shoudn't- just don't expect the world to make it possible.
Pastor Mike
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Posted by pastormike
on 2008-09-26 15:15:55
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Pastor Mike please explain yourself, I have no idea how that is relevant, in what way did i NOT march to the beat of a different drummer? Your comment is gonna need a little context before it makes sense.
Amalgamation-Mostly folk :)
Keep an eye out as I`ll be posting video links soon :)
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Posted by Rogue
on 2008-09-27 03:35:56
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