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Today I awoke around 10:30am after going to bed at 11:30 last night, that's what chronic pain, chronic fatigue syndrome and fibro and last but not least, bad weather will do to me. So I came down stairs as my hubby was coming home from the bank. We went downstairs to have a smoke in his room(which vents to outside to get rid of smoke smell so daughter doesn't whine) and he told me he thought I would have set my alarm to get up earlier so we could spend more time together and maybe run and get our monthly cigarette supply about an hour away. He was scheduled to work only an hour in the a.m. and an hour at dinner time. I told him I went to bed earlier than usual and assumed I'd wake up earlier, sorry I was wrong. He then said he had mentioned also going out to lunch or dinner and I never answered him on that issue either. Excuse me, if you were working at 5 & 7 that evening and your 7p.m. had cancelled just the day before, how could we have thought about going out for dinner. He'll say things something because he's hurt that isn't true just to make me feel guilty and bad. Doesn't work anymore, took me many years to realize what he was doing, slow learner in some areas. Nothing was said for a few minutes then I told him that I got him two cards and they were upstairs and I hoped he liked them. He then said, "Oh, I didn't think we were exchanging cards this year since you didn't say anything" ???????????? Also he knows I don't get out much but was out the past few days with dr. appts. and I went to the pharmacy and had chances to get cards. That hurt. BUT......what really bothered me is that those are the same words he used 3 years ago when he was having an affair, shortly after my injury, and I got him cards and he didn't get me one. So of course you can image how my mind was reacting today. Am I crazy staying in this marriage?
Love Stinks and so does life........
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Posted by Robochicken on 2008-02-14 23:55:43 | Rating: | Views: 47
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