w00t... i feel so ill still bnut at least im back in school... and military  prep college.

military prep college... i mean- why??

we did an 8.3 MILE walk today- from c

why cant people lay off me?

nicknames like 'emo', 'ginger', 'fat'.

why??

i admit i am a bit of  a downer with the way i dress on some days- some i wear skinny jeans and a black t-shirt, others i wear normal jeans...

yay,

well, for the last couple of weeks me and my best-guy-mate alex have been in a band together but wee needed another guitarist and a drummer, we now have a guitarist but yet to find a drummer-  but i think we can start rehearsing without a drummer.

the thing...

if you hate child abuse- and i know you do-

go to this site and become a member-

http://www.bebo.com/child-abuse-theres-n

if you havent got a bebo make one and become a member.

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ive got  a massive lump at the back of my throat..

at first i thought it was just swollen but no.. its deffinately a lump sticking out of my throat...

you should have seen the doc'z fac

great movie.

just thought i'd get that in there.

honestly- id advise it to anyone...

great soundtrack- involving the used 'pretty handsome awkward' and linkin' park ' what ive...

the pain im in is unbelievable.

i mean... having tonsilitis is not the most fun way to spend one's weekend.

and im allergic to penicillin so i cant even take that to get over it like.

i woke up this morning and i...

best song -ever!!

just thought i'd mention it:)

im off to air cadets in an hour, and ive got to revise before i leave lol.

see we have exams, hard ones.... you have to identify planes and helicopters...

such a decent boy,

such a quiet one,

oh the love in his eyes,

when he raised up the guun,

'in the army', he said,

'in the army, i'll be,

all the fun that i'll have,

all the money, you'll see.'

so...

ive been writing this story since i was 12, its really long and really good according to my mum...

 its about this girl called sandra stuarts, her parents are famous, and her boyfriend commited suicde (v. saddistic) then she starts goin out with her ex's...

i hate bus drivers down by here.

they think they're sooo cool.

i asked for a  half day to go to cardiff, as yes.. i am only 14... and he was like 'three pound please'

and i was like 'why???? its only 2 pound...'...

Just sit...

my boyfriend ( who is not adrian.. i split up with him because he took anuvva grl home garr)

sent me this message over msn:

 I felt the air rise up inside me,
There you were…My dream come true.
The days I've longed for love...

okso in my last blog which was only a couple of minutes ago i was not being fully open with my opinions on which i was talking about....

i think im slightly spiritualist ( do not hold it against me...  i mayhave tampered in the white...

did you know that wasps might be aliens????

its true... they dont have a predator, and according to scientific research they just appeared in america one day, without anybody every noticing them anywhere  in the whole world ever before...

ha ha..

i just heard a bunch of kids that were reallyabout 10 or 11 i think shoutin 'fight fight fight' tehe.

ooo i have such a bad stomach.. its actually unbelievably painful at the moment, i just had a...