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When All Else Fails, God Sends An Angel
So lately there has been a whole lot of crap in my life.

I feel like i'm just about ready to give up. I am so ready to just throw in the towel.

I want to run away from this place. Run away from the people who remind me of my pain and run away from the pain itself.

If you know me very well you know that I have an extremely logical mind. If I decided to run away from here nobody would find me until I decided to let them.

To me the whole idea of running away just seems pointless though. You can't run away from your problems.

You will never be able to run away from life. Of course it's alot easier to see that when I'm sitting down writing then when I'm out there in the real world.

I was thinking the exact same thing when I was in Wal-Mart today. I was buying some fabric and trying to figure out what my motivation would be to keep hangin on for the next week.

Basically I was coming up blank. I've been feeling very alone. 

I've been praying alot too. I haven't prayed in a long time... I feel like God was just waiting to open his arms to me again.

But anyways, I was just looking at some Valentine's Day cards and suddenly my best friend is standing next to me and giving me a hug.

He is the reason I live. He keeps me going when everybody else pulls me down. I've never loved anybody as truly, simply, and deeply as I do him.

It isn't the kind of love that he wants from me, and I wish that it was, but I do love him more than I could ever put into words.

We just wondered around the store and talked but it was so great. We haven't really been talking much lately because of a really stupid mistake I made a while ago.

He put his arms around me and kept me close like he always did before and I just felf so safe and so secure.

I know that God never leaves us and he never makes us do things on our own, but for the past while I've been wondering if my prayers were just being put aside to answer later.

I never should've doubted him. 

I guess when all else fails, God sends an angel.

I am so very grateful for mine.
Posted by ReD_MooN on 2008-02-11 23:28:46 | Rating: | Views: 119


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Posted by
davistheblackeagle
on 2008-02-11 23:51:55
 
It is good to know that you really do believe and will continue to hold on through thick and thin. God is able and he will always answer your prayers. He may not come when you want him, but he is an on time God. Peace be with you now and forever. Stop by and visit with me sometime you might find something there that can help you. Much love, Davis
 
 

Posted by
ReD_MooN
on 2008-02-12 21:26:29
 
I guess it just took me a little longer than normal to figure that out.
I'll be over in just a second to read ya!
 
 

Posted by
roe
on 2008-02-17 23:54:17
 
Its happened to me many times, so many people enter your life for a reason and I always thank God when it happens
 
 

Posted by
ReD_MooN
on 2008-02-18 10:06:06
 
Friends are the best blessings I think we ever recieve!
They're the ones who define who we are and help lead us through life.
Thanks for the comment!
 
 

Posted by
necronomincon
on 2008-02-19 22:14:22
 
i know what it feels lick to have madness coming at you at every angel,and feel overwhelmed and defeated,i am proud of you for keeping the faith and never letting go of the fact that god is there, i am not a religous fanatic but sometimes as my montra while i meditate i like to repeat the words"god is in me god works through me god surrouds me" i think you should keep this guy as a friend ,from my experience,friendships are priceless,and unbreakable,relationships on the other hand get increadably complicated,and somehow things that were so clear as friends become blurred and different,
keep your head up
 
 

Posted by
DifficultSoul
on 2008-02-22 02:39:31
 
Angels are wonderful aren't they?
An embrace is silent words of love.
Cherish your angel.
I like how you think things through logically.
It will take you through much pain in life.
Intellectual Intercourse, with God himself, that is what reasoning is.
Love to you Always
 
 

Posted by
ReD_MooN
on 2008-02-23 10:32:50
 
necronomincon-
For right now I agree that we are better off close friends.
To me, the bonds of friendship are so much stronger than those of a romantic relationship.
I never want to lose that closeness with him.
 
 

Posted by
ReD_MooN
on 2008-02-23 10:35:16
 
DifficultSoul-
I know many angels in my life.
This one, however, is my only Guardian Angel.
I will always cherish him, and never let him go! (If he wants to leave I can resort to drastic measures!)
Love
 
 

Posted by
Tony51203
on 2008-02-27 22:34:01
 
I wanta agree with the genral sentiments about Angels. Multiple times in my life I've had "Angelic" encounters, usually at the lowest points in my life. Inevitably these encounters gave me the strength to keep on chugging instead of just exiting stage left.

But have you ever wondered, after one of these occasions has passed and things seem to have gotten even worse, if maybe it wasn't an Angel saving your life or sanity, maybe it was more like a demon insuring you're around to continue to suffer?

Like you I'm a very logical and analytical person. I KNOW I'm not completely sane - I've been a chronic depressive diagnosed with bipolar disorder back when it was called Manic Depressive Disorder. That always makes me question my thoughts and feelings - recognizing I'm not sane is the only way I can deal with it.

Consequently, even though at a given time I'm convinced I've been saved by Angelic intervention, I invariably start to question it later - could it have been demonic? Is it all just my insanity?

Thankfully right now I'm on the postive side - had quite a few weeks there where it was going the other way.

At this point in time all I can say is don't ever give up, life is always worth the struggle.

Give me a few weeks and I'll probably be running with you.
 
 

Posted by
ReD_MooN
on 2008-03-01 01:46:57
 
I think that if you think possitive about it, it's one less thing to be depressed about right?
I'll take a smile where I can find one :)
 
 


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