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| I Ruined Everything... Again :( |
In my last post I talked about some of my friends and how I felt like I couldn't even trust them anymore. I didn't see the whole picture.. and I screwed up so bad...
They were honestly just trying to help me and do what they think is best for me and I didn't see that. I pushed them away because as soon as I felt out of control, I panicked... These guys have been the truest friends that I've ever had and when they tried to push me to get better, I pushed them away.
Well unfortortunately in a single night I did just that. They're gone. Both of them are gone... I hurt them when they were trying to help me heal. I can't believe how bad I've screwed things up... Everything was amazing. I had the kind of relationship with them that I've been searching for my whole life... and I ruined it.
How is it that every time a true friend comes along I manage to completely destroy it?
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Posted by ReD_MooN on 2009-03-08 03:08:46 | Rating: | Views: 152
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