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 I Ruined Everything... Again :(
In my last post I talked about some of my friends and how I felt like I couldn't even trust them anymore. I didn't see the whole picture.. and I screwed up so bad...

They were honestly just trying to help me and do what they think is best for me and I didn't see that. I pushed them away because as soon as I felt out of control, I panicked... These guys have been the truest friends that I've ever had and when they tried to push me to get better, I pushed them away. 

Well unfortortunately in a single night I did just that. They're gone. Both of them are gone... I hurt them when they were trying to help me heal. I can't believe how bad I've screwed things up... Everything was amazing. I had the kind of relationship with them that I've been searching for my whole life... and I ruined it. 

How is it that every time a true friend comes along I manage to completely destroy it?   
    Posted by ReD_MooN on 2009-03-08 03:08:46 | Rating: | Views: 152
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If they are true friends they will come back.

Or, perhaps if you are a true friend, you should go to them.

True friends forgive and love, regardless.

It reminds me of one of my favourite quotes:

"If you love something, set it free.
if it comes back, it is yours.
If it doesn't, it never was".

I hope you can gather the strength to get through your pain xoxo
Posted by  LexMorphic  on 2009-03-08 05:00:44 
  
That is so true.. thank you. I worry though because I pushed them away pretty hard and they don't want to come back to me. It's been about a week and a half and neither will talk to me... hopefully time will help. Thanks again
Posted by  ReD_MooN  on 2009-03-08 09:57:00 
  
Hello dear one.
Remember me?
Have you ever thought about
going to your friends and
telling them what you just
told us here?
If they are true friends,
they will forgive you.
Keep in touch sweetie.
I am always here for you
if you need to talk.
You can always private
message me about anything.
I love you and I have
never forgotten you.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2009-03-12 16:21:33 
  
I agree with the others hon, firstly if they are true friends they will be back, they will understand and they will forgive you, but i think you will have to tell them what you have said here, that you finally realise what they mean to you and that they were trying to help you.
i hope it all works out hon :)

xx
Posted by  missmarie  on 2009-07-15 15:42:40 
  
they just need some time to get over being hurt. if they are truly your friends, they will come back. or you should go after them, and tell them that you knew they were only trying to help. they will be back, dont worry. -LH13
Posted by  littlehope13  on 2009-08-26 22:56:35 
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