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A guy from school came over tonight. (We were dating for a while last year.) I know you're probably sick of hearing about him, but I think this is the last one:
How am I supposed to feel
When I see you at my house?
When you look at me and smile..
That’s a smile that can kill.
Am I supposed to be careful and guard my heart,
So I can’t get hurt again?
So I won’t get trapped in this game you play,
Because you know I don’t want to be apart?
Or should I just wing it and let you in,
And take the chance of hurt and pain?
Maybe it’s worth it to feel your touch..
But I don’t want to let you win.
Am I entitled to anger and holding a grudge,
Because you never made things right?
Or is it wrong that I just can’t let go?
It’s not my place to judge.
Is it too much to ask to be content,
To feel you kiss me one more time?
I want to hear you say, “I love you.”
And I want it to be meant.
Why is it so hard to let it go?
Why can’t I just move on?
I guess I’ll have to stick it out,
And hope that someday I will know.
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Posted by ReD_MooN on 2008-04-12 21:23:40 | Rating: | Views: 173
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I enjoyed this poem, thank you. I had a relationship that had me thinking these thoughts, too. It took me a long time to get over him, sigh. I wrote poetry constantly about him and it helped tremendously. Good luck to you.
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Posted by Ellie2008
on 2008-04-13 16:48:27
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Thanks for the comment. I do write alot of poetry about him, but so far it hasn't helped much. I guess we'll see how it turns out!
Peace
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Posted by ReD_MooN
on 2008-04-13 17:01:03
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I never tire of hearing about your heart issues.
Even a broken heart in you, is beautiful.
It will pass...one day, you will be able to think of him, without the pain.
It may not seem so now, but one FINE day, you will be able to listen to that song without your throat closing up on you, or see those special things that remind you of him, without pain unbearable in your heart.
Broken ...WISE hearts...heal.
You will, I know it.
Love you...
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2008-04-13 17:33:11
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in that church from my last blog??
i went there to nurse a broken heart...
that pain seems like centuries ago...
just a memory....
believe it...
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Posted by DifficultSoul
on 2008-04-13 17:35:28
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DS-
Thank you :) You always see me with some kind of strength I just see myself.
Knowing that you healed from it gives me alot of hope. We are alike in alot of ways and it makes me believe that I will eventually too.
I really loved your post about the church. It was beautiful.
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Posted by ReD_MooN
on 2008-04-13 17:55:29
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I felt like that about this one guy a very long time ago. But now I don't care. I love my husband of 8 yrs very much!
God bless you! Take heart better days will come to you! I whispered a prayer!
Prayer does work!
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Posted by Fancie
on 2008-04-14 14:08:08
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It's good for you to write poetry about things that bother you. It helps get it out of your system. Write as many as you want. This poem is beautiful. I hope things go better for you.
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Posted by Faith
on 2008-04-14 14:44:06
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Red Moon, what a great poem. A lot of meaning and heart felt. Keep writing and if he can't see the beauty in you, the world will see it in your writing.
Much love,
Davis
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Posted by davistheblackeagle
on 2008-04-15 20:14:42
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This is a great poem Red, and you arent going on, obviously you are still hurting, i hope you feel better soon honey xxxx
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Posted by missmarie
on 2008-04-21 09:35:32
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francie-
Thanks for the prayer, I've felt it already!
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Posted by ReD_MooN
on 2008-04-22 07:46:28
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Faith-
I use poetry and writing as a major outlet. It helps me focus and figure things out. If I'm confused about something, I can start a poem and by the time I finish, I'm alot less confused!
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Posted by ReD_MooN
on 2008-04-22 07:48:40
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davistheblackeagle-
Thanks for the lovely comment. Maybe someday he will see me that way again, but I think I can be content in the world seeing who I am through my writing.
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Posted by ReD_MooN
on 2008-04-22 07:50:07
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missmarie-
You're completely right of course, but I'll still deny it with all my strength. Thanks for the comment
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Posted by ReD_MooN
on 2008-04-22 07:50:58
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