I am so confused right now... I always used to be the one with all the answers, the one everyone else came to for advise. But now it's me that doesn't know what to do. I have a best friend and he means the whole world to me. If it wasn't for him I'd be skrewed and he tells me that if he hadn't......Read More
Thank you friends and readers for cluing in on the cycle of the red moon. It's raining today and I am in a thoughtful and agonizing mood...
I don't know what to do about feeling this way. Feeling like the whole world is smothering me because I'm not quite the same.
My sister has a lot of......Read More
Hello to all my readers and friends out there. I hope all is well with you.
I've been thinking lately about what inspires me, and I've realized that simple things inspire me, as well as a lot of amazing people I've met.
I put together a couple saying that I really like. Read them......Read More
Hello everybody. Today is veterans' day and this is one of the most important holidays in my family.
Many of my family members have fought for this country, and a number are in training to leave to fight.
From the time i was a little child, i've been tought patriatism.
This is a poem......Read More
Why does it feel to me like the world is such an unfriendly place?
I watch those who say otherwise and wonder they're secret.
I'm sure they have a mask they use when others are around but I still envy them.
I hurt so bad... for more than one reason.
My sister is going to get hurt again.......Read More
What do I give up with my secrecy? Sometimes I wonder if it's worth it to try and keep people away from the truth.
In my past people have taught me to not trust. To keep distance between me and the world I live in.
I still have an extremely hard time being honest here... where nobody knows me......Read More
First of all, I'm going to say this:
I am confused and the only way I have a chance of figuring this out is by writing.
This post is going to be very scattered and unfocussed, but if you pay attention, maybe you'll know me that much better.
Lately it feels like I'm constantly riding this......Read More