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A class, a guy, and a best friend's yellow dress
Well basically this week has stressed me out pretty bad. I'm enrolled in 5 college courses as well as some other high school classes and I can not handle it. I'm thinking I need to drop the AP history and english. Sadly. I've been having a hard time with binging again which I hate more than......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-17 23:22:09 | Rating:

| Views: 19 | Comments: 0 | Tags: school great guy

My actual life
I just posted a couple minutes ago, hoping to spread around some of the hope that i found in the past while, but I didn't say anything about my actual life, so here we go. The school year has started again, and my schedule is very hectic, but I'm so excited for the classes! I'm taking......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-10 21:14:06 | Rating:

| Views: 34 | Comments: 2 | Tags: life in general school cheer work court ect

SERENITY, COURAGE, and WISDOM
I haven't blogged in a very very long time, but today I decided to come look at this site again and couldn't help myself! Thank you to my devoted friend that has been praying for me the whole time. It means the world to me, and I am so touched by your kindness and caring for me! Everyday......Read More

Posted on: 2009-09-10 20:46:08 | Rating:

| Views: 42 | Comments: 3 | Tags: serenity courage wisdom hope recovery life

I Ruined Everything... Again :(
In my last post I talked about some of my friends and how I felt like I couldn't even trust them anymore. I didn't see the whole picture.. and I screwed up so bad... They were honestly just trying to help me and do what they think is best for me and I didn't see that. I pushed......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-08 03:08:46 | Rating:

| Views: 153 | Comments: 6 | Tags: friends screwed up mistake

It's Just Human Nature
People don't do well by themselves, we are a social species. I hear people say that all the time. But lately I wonder if that is true. I don't like being around alot of people and since I have some MAJOR trust issues, I don't like being close to many people either. I like to have my one or two......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-02 18:13:42 | Rating:

| Views: 130 | Comments: 3 | Tags: people trust hurt

Looking Over the Water
I feel really strange right now... Like I'm not really seeing anything or anybody, not feeling the range of emotions that I know I should be. It's a strange feeling. Like I'm an empty shell: I have the potential to be filled up with something living, but for right now, i'm not. In......Read More

Posted on: 2009-02-07 21:26:40 | Rating:

| Views: 105 | Comments: 3 | Tags: healing friends hope hardship

Finding Trust Again- Never Lose Hope
Here's a note to all the people out there who have been hurt: Never stop fighting. Whatever has made you close up and push people away isn't stronger than you are. There are ways that you can overcome it and get better. There are things you can do that will help you push through the times when......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-26 20:21:09 | Rating:

| Views: 135 | Comments: 4 | Tags: trust friends finding peace

Finally Washed Clean
Things are starting to get better for me these past couple days. Lately I've been so frustrated with life, friends, school, family, everything. I've finally finished all of the reporting that I needed to finish with this case, so hopefully it'll help not to have to remember all the details so......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-25 22:12:58 | Rating:

| Views: 83 | Comments: 0 | Tags: healing letting go friends hope

My Story Her Story (Part 2)
After the bell rings for lunch I head to the bathroom to wait for Jocelyn. We've been friends for so long I don't even remember how we met. Jocelyn is my sister in all but blood and we have everything in common. We've been on the same cheer team for years, and I have pictures hanging in my room......Read More

Posted on: 2009-01-04 14:52:01 | Rating:

| Views: 67 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Kara chapter two

Someone Else's Words
1 "To have felt too much is to end in feeling nothing." Dorothy Thompson 2 "It is love, not reason, that is stronger than death". Thomas Mann 4 "I believe that friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our......Read More