Let's just get it done.
First...ex-hubster. I want him exliled from my dreams. I have know him everyday of most of my life, where the heck am I going to put him. Negotiations continue...nothing in twenty-plus years has changed. He always makes me cry. Because I know he knows better, can do better, but willl not for me.
Complicated is the most simple word for us.
Love of my life...WTF happened?
It turned on a dime...so many moments I just want back, so many more I would never give back. What to do with you. I loved you most, I loved you best. A thousand shades of green...still takes my breath away. Have you no idea?
And my newest friend who felt overwhelmed...so was I, but so ready to meet that challenge. You could have known great love, if only, if only...trust, in you , in me. I would never hurt you, I LOVED you so much!!!
And now, it is done.Peace.
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