Until we meet again, I will imagine you still are here.  I will remember the times together we spent, when I was just a youth.  I will smell your scent, cola and smokes, and sit upon your lap in your chair.  I will listen while you read to me, from the Seuss book you have over there. 
I miss your gentile words, and the loving touch of your hands on my face.  You would stroke my hair when I was sad, as I was the love of your life.
I miss you....I love you and someday we will meet again, in the great kingdom of heaven, my eyes will lay sight upon your face once more, never to loose each other again.
I will remember you always, and your spirit will fill my home, your picture upon my mantle, your love and your memory close to my heart. 
Please be with me always, as I could not bear it without you, I love you, though we had such a short time together, your spirit will endure, as I have these precious thoughts, to remind me of you forever, and to share with my children the love you impressed upon me in such a short time.

I know this is disjointed...it is kind of the start of something mroe, something hopefully better, let me know what you think!