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Don't you hate when you tell yourself you are going to do something and you feel real good about your decision, but when the time comes, you totally do the opposite? That's what happened to me. This new guy in my life has fallen asleep while talking to me 3 nights in a row! He calls me real late at night and me, being the lonely creature I am, talk with hiim until I can tell he is no longer coherent. The worst part about it is that for the last 2 nights, I was sleep when he called and I woke up for him. That is my error. And the other bad part is, we only talk for about 15-30 minutes before he dozes off. So yesterday morning I decided not to answer his call if he called last night. I went to bed at a decent time and about an hour later after I fell asleep, my cell phone started signaling me that someone sent me a text message. For about 3 minutes I contemplated whether I should just roll over and go back to sleep or if I should respond.. Being the one borderline desperate for attention, I answered the text and told him that I would only talk if he didn't fall asleep on me. Within 30 minutes, he was a goner right in the middle of a text conversation. And then I was upset with myself for falling into this routine he has seemed to establish.
As much as I won't like it, I am not going to talk to him when he calls at 11pm anymore. If he calls during the day, then that is fine with me. But there is no way I am going to let him interrupt my sleep and then fall asleep on me again. I wonder why he does it. I wonder if it's because he is lonely too and just wish he had someone to be with him while falling asleep (although I am a 4 hour drive away from him!) or does he call because he knows I will bore him to sleep. Naw, that can't be it. I am a great conversationalist.
Well, I'm done venting. Thanks for listening!
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