Dear God,
     I want to change a few things up in my life. I love the person you created me to be. I am healthy, intelligent, beautiful, and kind. I love the children you have given me. They are all that I am and more. I love the opportunities that have been sent my way. I could be worse off without them. But today, I don't really want to talk about the great things I have. I want to talk about my tomorrows.
     One day tomorrow, I would like to have a group of friends. I love hanging out with mulltiple people and I am hoping for a group of friends like on Friends, or Seinfeld, or The Game, or Girlfriends. I would like to be a part of a group that did things I enjoy doing. Bowling, playing Scrabble (or any board game for that matter), or shooting pool, or playing cards would be nice.
     I would also like to move from these apartments. I would love to buy another house, but this time a house that is big enough to accomodate my whole family comfortably. I would like to live amongst people who have professions other than professional bums and leeches. I would like to live among people who care about what their property looks like. People whose kids aren't like the ones out here (hopeless). 
     I want to meet my soulmate. I have met 2 men that I connected on a spiritual level with, but being impatient stunted the growth of anything wonderful that could have come out of it.  I still love one of the men and hope that we are able to reconcile before it's too late. We have a daughter together and the situation is so complicated. I want to be with someone who really enjoys the time they spend with me. Someone who believes in me and wants me to succeed. And someone who believes in their own good and wants to succeed.
     I also would like a brand new Cadillac Escalade. I do not know why I love them so, but I really would like to have one. I like the look of it. I have never rode in one nor do I know anyone who has one. I just know that I love the look of it and I love Cadillacs.
     I want to find a way to make myself and my children more productive. There is not much motivation in my house. Yes the kids are happy and they are intelligent, but they are what some would call lazy, and they don't stay focused for very long. (No, it's not ADHD!) Anyway, I wish they were self-directed learners like I am.
     I want to live in a clean house. I don't need half the stuff that is in this apartment, but I do not do a good job of sorting through stuff. I throw away bags and bags of things and still there seems to be too much.
     I am looking forward to going back to college and actually graduating this time. Please help me stay focused and let a 3 bedroom apartment open up soon, so I can have all my children together.
     Please let this school that my children are going to go to be a good school. I still believe homeschooling is best and I will one day return to it, but I do not want to slight them while I am going to school myself. They will be fine and I will not have to worry about them being without supervision. Please let them have good teachers.