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still feeling funky...

...and not in a good way.

Since the other day, work has still been a little tense. Hopefully things will get better soon.

I meant to run errands today, and blew it off to stay in bed. Now I'm not tired even though it's late...*shrugs*

Been talking back and forth with the guy. Not sure how things are going to work out though. I don't know if I'm being weird or not...but it just seems like he tells a few girls how beautiful they are. Is that just his thing? (I'm just stalking on facebook, seeing where he's commented on pictures of other girls in his mini-feed). I don't know. Maybe I'm just looking for an excuse out of any possible relationship because he seems to be interested in me.

I have not been in a real "you're my boyfriend/I'm your girlfriend" relationship in 5 years. I've had dates and whatnot here and there, but no actual relationships.

Yet I have people tell me how awesome I am and that they don't understand why I'm single...and I see less attractive people with bad personalities having dates and boyfriends....so what's up?

(and NO, I don't break out my year-by-year plan of my marriage and kids ideas to guys on the first date. Or ever actually. That's the sort of thing I only talk about with close girl friends.)

I bought a very very cute dress today. Thrilled about it. I bought in online though...so I hope it arrives soon. Preferably before my trip....so that I can wear it one night.

Also got a dog bed for my puppy. He's been sleeping on my floor lately at night (instead of in his kennel) curled up on towels, and I wanted him to have a cute little bed.

Working a typical day tomorrow, but then I have Thursday off. Have about a million errands to run. But it's late....so should at least try and rest.