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Have you ever considered suicide. I mean really tryed to think this one out. I recomend considering it to anyone who isn't in a troubled time in their life, and recomend considering suicide when they know someone slse who may be close to the deed. Yes suicide, you heard me right. The uncomfertable topic of losing someone by their own hands. Consider it, maybe drink tea and look out at the sunset as you think on the issue of self death. Why. "Why" whould be on the forefront of my analisise of sucide. Only to be followed by "at what cost."
Under why, I would think of scanerieos where life is hard, and strain is ten fold the percribed dose. I would also think of what makes me weak, and when do I usually fall. Of these, from my own observations, I've found , that the feeling of lost or traped, or being alone are the thime when I've felt weak and open to drastic suggestion. Never hav I personally thought of inflicting death to me, but I have felt other drastic urges in those times. Then there is experiences, in hardships of life, where giving up is not only not an option, but also, not enough. These are the times tha regardless if we are weak or strong, life has rolled us an omleat and cooked it badly. When I look at me, or my best friend, or my girlfriend, and worry about any o them, my firs thought is why.
The question following why, of course would fill the soul with either hope or responsiblity, or perhaps both. That question is, "At what cost." My self I know of the people I would leave behind, and I know the shell shock it would bring. Even in my most tired and lonely states of being I know I would be missed, and am now currently loved. I wish everyone had this knowledge, and that everyone had the resource of prayer. Or even mrditation, I've heard that works wonders too. Sip, and drink with love and hopelessness intermingled. Sip. Drink. And if you nedd help, don't hide it, let us in, anyone in. Just don't let self-death be your end. If anyone has any suggestions on how to face death, and how to face a friend with death in their mind, please give me your suggestions. I'm getting tired of saying the same thing, and I think when my friend hears is she's getting tired of it too. Fr anyon with suggestions and tips please reply.
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Posted by Questioned_Man on 2008-04-28 06:01:22 | Rating: | Views: 124
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tomorrow the flowers will bloom . . you will find a giggle in a glance... no need to say same thing, say nothing, witness miracles of life everywhere.. the moon, the planet and the creatures and the weird people and their hangups holding them back from giving love purely to celebrate, to live from a base of compassion.. we are all on this trip struggling up our random mountains of pain and confusion... sometimes it goes well, and lots of times it doesnt... but we all are so loveable... i saw a newborn horse try to stand up as the sun set.... i stopped my car on the highway to be with this miracle... i am nourished by simple moments- but to me they are outrageous celebrations, the leaves know when to turn, wintered trees push glorious baby green from nowhere that makes cool shade... I have planned my death, last year after a terrible loss. The death of my best pal, sudden, young. I planned each step of how I would do it... A simple sight of some random lovliness spoke to me of how lifes's troubles are just part of it. I am in a terrible situation but I will be ok. and it will be terrible again. The rise and fall like the tides, this is life. This is the ride. Nothing is fair and there are lessons to be learned and shared. See ??/ Look what I am doing at this very moment, sharing...Hold each other and just give love. No control, no agenda, accept and ask how can I help you be happy today.?... email me anytime, akathyk@aol.com
ps- i officially took suicide off the table only a few months ago and i had a party to note that shift... it still sucks right now but i have good people and i will climb out of this darkness...
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Posted by akathyk
on 2008-05-01 23:24:09
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I'm glad you've taken suicide of the table. That's great news. Thanks for replying and the advice, to look for the everyday miricles in life. I hope my girl can look at those mircles or any good thing someday. I mean I really do hope that she is able to do that because my heart and energy is feeling more hollow and drained. I love her and think I always will, but it hurts to think and expect her to be down always. It expecally hurts cause many times, I'm right.
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Posted by Questioned_Man
on 2008-05-02 06:15:43
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Thanks also for the e-mail. I might take you up on that offer someday. Thanks.
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Posted by Questioned_Man
on 2008-05-02 06:17:31
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When you are so low, and suicide is the only thing on your mind, the rest of the world is blocked out.
You hear nothing, you feel nothing, only the urge to get away the only way youknow how.
The best thing to do is try to prevent someone from getting so low, before it even enters their head.
Good luck.
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Posted by Angelwingsneeded
on 2008-05-27 05:16:12
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Very thought provoking very bold approach. good Post, good post.
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Posted by lampoil
on 2008-05-29 04:08:05
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I only read this post today, and it made me feel a bit sad QM God Bless you
Even if a person say "I know how you feel" it gives some kind of comfort, but in fact no person can feel how you do unless they are you Our Loving Lord Jesus Christ knows your every though and feeling, Jesus do Love you, as you know by now, and do care, it is better to surrender your Life to God and Die to the world than suicide Amen
Agape my friend
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Posted by Christianthoughts
on 2008-08-13 11:35:32
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