Another morning had passed. I wake up the same as yesterday and the day after yesterday and the day before that day. Nothing changed. But the heartache is still there. IDK why it never comes out of me. IDK why he always stay. I wanted to let go but why I can't. I know he's already happy of who he is now, I know things are different now for him. Maybe if the time I see him I cannot look into his eyes for the reason I might fall fo him again. But no I will fight the feeling, I know his not worth it. His friend told me to stop longing for him again, he told me that he knew him from the start. Though they are close friends and tight buddies he told me to stay away from him because all he will do is to give me pain and shed tears for him. I was confused. I know I have a boyfriend but I'm not sure if this guy really loves me. I don't know if I might fall for him deeply he will catch my fall. I am afraid of falling again. I know If I fly, high and lighting will strike again I dont know if the man will save me will catch me. Another day had passed and here I am still hopping for you. Hope to see you. I miss you.

QueenBee14, goodmorning.
signing in.
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