I've been calling you but no one answered. Many things came up to my mind, have you forgotten about me? Have you forgotten about the happy memories we shared? I know it’s not easy for the both of us, we both know that were miles and miles apart but why can I easily ease the pain by just thinking about someday this hardship will end. Also by waiting without causing you any pain. Do you know what I feel? You want to know? I am hurting inside, my heart is in sorrow. Why can’t I feel the love you made me feel from the start? Is it over? Are we over? Why can’t I feel butterflies flying throughout my stomach anymore? Why can’t I see petals of roses falling from the sky? Is it because of your feelings already had disappeared? Why just tell me? For you to know I’m falling apart, my heart and soul is breaking into little pieces that is hard to put back. Am I just too paranoid for believing that someday this dream will become reality, knowing that happy endings are only for fairy tales? Can it be possible for me to be your Cinderella, Snow White, Belle, Sleeping Beauty or Giselle? To think you know how much sacrifices I commit for this distance love but still I risk. I risk all my heart and soul hoping that we will be together, me by your side and you by mine. I know every man has needs that a woman should fulfill but I’m trying every way for you to feel the love I have only for you. I trust you, but those temptations that sometimes who are the ones coming near you are the ones that I am afraid of. But still I know you can fight for them. This trust that I have for you will remain with me forever. Furthermore I am still looking forward to be your princess, holding my prince soft hands, leaning against his broad shoulders, lying in your big hard chest, kissing your cheeks while closing my eyes dreaming those things will last a life time. Together we will dream, laugh, love, cry, and even die. In your side I will rest my life.
I hope these dream will never end. I am looking forward of seeing you. I love you, I love you SAMone. Someone you won my heart. Nevertheless, thank you. Thank you for making me dream, making YOU my dream.
Love, QueenBee14