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| a failure to the end |
okay so I have undoubtably failed myself.
I went back to the cutting. I was doing so well, trying so hard to be good and not mess this up but it happened anyway.
things have been a little tough lately, the final straw was when Viv totally stepped on a dream of mine without a second thought. she didn't even care that i was working to get better and move on. she just crushed it. and she's supposed to be my best friend... if she doesn't believe in me then I dont know whose left.
its not really a big cut, just a little slit on my stomach just bellow the belly button.
perhaps I'm not strong enough or something, i want to be but...
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Posted by PoppyBright on 2009-10-06 20:48:14 | Rating: | Views: 24
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