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I love my parents but I can't stand to live with them, especially my mom. My mom is extremely negative. My dad took most of my money. I don't have that much money for myself. I have this anger towards my parents because I feel like I can't express my feelings or what not. I feel like they shut me up. If I tell them my real religious beliefs, they will go overboard and try to impose their christian ways on me. My dad tells me that my mother messed up with the IRS and my dad has to pay the penalty. My dad also tells me that my mother doesn't want to improve on herself. I hate being in the middle of this. I hate living in their house. I wish I can just live on my  own. I just wish this to all go away. Its like my mama just yells and yells at me and talks to me in a tone that is not neccessary but when I do that to someone else, they shut me up. My dad says we are a family and we should work together. Ok, I understand that  but sometimes I hate that. My brother is selfish as HELL. He doesn't even give mom money to buy food. My mom got laid off 5 yrs ago. My mom claims that she can't work. She have all these "issues" with health I guess. Idk what to believe. Why do I have to suffer because of my parents? I should be the mean heartless bitch. But for some reason I am too nice. NO ONE gives a damn about me and what I went through. I hate how I have to be the one to please people. I am tried of being the NICE one. See people don't fucking appreciate the nicest and considerate some people are. I hate how life is. But I guess we have to go through life. Maybe I should consider being dead then they will regret it!!!
Posted by Plakola on 2008-04-29 09:42:46 | Rating: n/a | Views: 76


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Posted by
luckyluci
on 2008-04-29 09:46:42
 
It's gonna get better...i think we all felt the way you did at 20...you're an adult, but yet people still treat you like a kid...i remember that, and i remember how frustrating it was...but you'll get through it...whatever doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger... :)
 
 

Posted by
pitapie50
on 2008-04-29 09:57:17
 
Kiddo I have walked a few miles in your shoes:) It's all apart of being human sometimes our mouths go off before our brain has had time to compute the negativity that comes out of us. My folks used me as a sounding board as well. Most of it I didn't need to hear. I didn't like it, no one likes to be put in that position. Hang in there and keep your chin up:) Continue to be nice and considerate, it will pay off:)
 
 

Posted by
anotherdaze
on 2008-04-29 10:04:28
 
I'm sure you won't live there forever. They shouldn't drag you into their affairs. Don't doubt your mothers illness. Even if it is in her head. Being nice gets your teeth kicked in a lot. But being a jerk is no way to act. Life is constant changes. This too will pass. Hang in there.
 
 

Posted by
Mamacita925
on 2008-04-29 10:12:11
 
Why don't you save up your money and move out? Then you wont have to listen to it??
 
 

Posted by
Imhere
on 2008-04-29 16:37:44
 
Hang in there. We all go through difficult trial. Life is so daily and things come and go. A very wise man once said life is best lived one day at a time.
Focus on the positives in your life, like the unique way you have of making others feel special and wanted. Keep searching. Don't give up and you will find the strength and special beauty that you bring to this world. As for your parents. We can't choose our parents, but we can choose our way. Keep moving forward. You are going to make it.
 
 

Posted by
Nubian
on 2008-05-01 17:17:46
 
Hello girlfriend.....chin up! Divas are not allowed to have thier chin down. :)) My my my have I walked miles in your shoes. The only thing difference between your situation and mine was it was my mother and my stepfather. It was pure hell for me really but I chose to do something different and that was surrounding myself with postive things and people. By doing, this I discovered some hidden talents. Often times when parents go through thier issues they forget that thier children are human beings as well. My mom had to realized it then apologized for putting unwanted emotional stress on me.
 
 


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