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I seemed to be having a rough time lately. There is this guy I met, he IM me from this Houston Trich support group online and he seemed to be rushing things like basically talking about the possibility of a relationship and we only talked for less then one week and he wanted to meet me too soon. Then Yesturday I tried to tell him don't ever ask me personal questions about sex and stuff and then he accuses me of complaining. And then so he doesnt want to talk to me anymore. I feel so damn guilty so I apologized but no response. Oh well. NO wonder why I hate guys so much, they make me uncomfortable. Bullying really did fuck my life up pretty much.
Now just now I get a letter from my boss saying that she would have no choice but to fire me if some situation happen again because I didn't tell her that we needed paper towels for the break room. I didn't even think of that. I feel so depressed, confused, frustrated. I think I'm in trouble. I wish I can work at home. Well I am learning next time.
I hate when people try to tell me what they think is best for me. I hate when people aren't considerate of me but I am considerate of them. I hate how I have to feel guilty just because I stand by my standards and I go right back into pleasing people. I hate when I can't be acknowledge but I acknowledge people. I hate life right now, I just want to die!!!!
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Posted by Plakola on 2008-04-02 09:25:00 | Rating: n/a | Views: 48
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