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Death on 2008-04-30 17:52:23 |
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And Life is too short to even worry about things we cannot change.
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Marriage-Whats Love got to do with it? on 2008-04-30 14:25:00 |
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I would love to read ur religion blog but u have it on private.
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Single women dating Married Men on 2008-04-30 14:18:51 |
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To the women who is dating married men, put urself in the man's wife shoes. What are you, as a woman, doing with a married man? Then in the end, things get found out and then you women will be in so much trouble.
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Single women dating Married Men on 2008-04-30 14:17:20 |
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you are exactly 10 yrs older then me!!! Yippe. U should give me some great advice.
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Weird Friends on 2008-04-30 09:13:48 |
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I been there before. Actually I am in that situation right now
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Single women dating Married Men on 2008-04-30 09:10:13 |
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I usually put myself in someone else's shoes
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Single women dating Married Men on 2008-04-30 09:05:27 |
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YOu exactly did put things into prospective. I totally agree with you 100%
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Conservatives on 2008-04-30 08:58:08 |
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I am part conservative, part liberal. I believe that there should be an equal balance.
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Death on 2008-04-29 21:31:38 |
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I totally feel ya on this. this blog is my inspirational blog. u should be my mentor, u sound older then I am
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Marriage-Whats Love got to do with it? on 2008-04-29 21:21:08 |
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I found some wisdom in your blogs. I am always seeking wisdom from older people
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Marriage-Whats Love got to do with it? on 2008-04-29 21:20:18 |
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My parents have been married for over 25 yrs. I asked married people is love enough and they tell me no. I do totally agree. Do we have to get into marriage with someone just because we love them? Love is just not enough, you know. I am 20 yrs old. I never been in a relationship, I can't really say much but I never want to have a relationship or get married. I mean look at the divorce rates in America, its horrible. America is a free country but yet the worst country yet.
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(Shit) Relationships on 2008-04-29 21:07:36 |
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wow I am glad I never been in relationships.
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Putting yourself First on 2008-04-29 21:06:19 |
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Yes thats right, we can know but our minds have to naturally realize it thru experience. I am liking ur blogs so far. There are lots of things I need to work on.
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Death on 2008-04-29 20:58:16 |
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Wow this blog is very inspirational. You have a great point. Life is just so short, you never know if you will die or not so why not live life as if it was ur last? People in our minds we don't realize that until we experience things that teaches us lessons
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1-800-BUZ-ZOFF!!! on 2008-04-29 20:49:22 |
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LOL Wow Bootlady, this blog is the funniest of all. This blog really caught my attention. You know what I do when phone solicitors call, I just answer and hang up, simple as that. I know sometimes it gets annoying. I just put them on the block list.
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I want 2 B Free on 2008-04-29 11:58:15 |
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Great poem. I feel the same way. I feel trapped too bu tthe only thing is that I don't have any children, just been depressed, down and out and wish that the universe can just take me now
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smoking in hell on 2008-04-29 10:36:26 |
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I feel the exact way with my parents. But the only thing is that I don't smoke. I am 20 but I am still treated like a kid. Maybe because I still live in my parents house. I wish I could of just live on my own soon. I hate living with my parents.
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Let's get it started on 2008-04-29 09:39:21 |
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why did someone tagged this blog inappropriate? This blog is no where near explicit.
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We all need a friend on 2008-04-29 09:37:42 |
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Great blog. Welcome to thoughts. I am here if you need me. Its great that u want to help others.
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umm..... on 2008-04-29 09:21:26 |
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I always feel that way. I hate that feeling. I guess its because of my over controlled personality
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Undecided on 2008-04-28 11:09:18 |
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and at ur age, I was and still am the same way.
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Undecided on 2008-04-28 11:06:36 |
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I wish I can come to Arkansas and see you, then we will be true friends for life. I would be here for u if u need me, ok? We can be like Spencer and Ashley. You are just so beautiful
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! on 2008-04-28 08:13:23 |
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thanks everyone for the birthday wishes yesturday
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Under the stars with James(Caution really expilici on 2008-04-27 14:57:18 |
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wow!!! You making me want to have sex. I am so curious.
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A mess of thoughts on 2008-04-26 19:32:48 |
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I think unhappiness is sometimes caused by some other factors also, like someone might be paralyzed and they are like that for life. Did they choose to be paralyzed? No but they can choose to accept the way they are and find some alternatives.
I also thought that guys tryna talk to me is awkward to or someone telling me they have feelings for me, that would be aweward to me. I think I am afraid of love because I wouldn't know how to love back or I don't know how to respond to most things
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A mess of thoughts on 2008-04-26 17:37:34 |
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OMG. Same here. I am one of those loner, outcast people. Recently , like all of a sudden, guys want my number. Back in Feb, I had this one guy nicely introduced himself to me and started talking to me and he asked for my number. Yesturday I had this one guy ask me out on a date. I'm not used to this kind of thing either because I am so used to keeping to myself. I was so used to guys thinking i am worthless since middle school. And now last year and this year has been so much of a change. I never thought a guy would be interested in me or are they? So many people say I am pretty but I don't really see myself in that way. I think I am just ok looking I guess. I have guys tryna hit me up and want my number. I am like WOAH!!!! I don't really know what to say
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High School Hell on 2008-04-26 14:56:43 |
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OMG!!! I can so relate to u, well u already told me alot about yourself. I am the same way you are. I want to point out some things on what I understand. Thanks for telling your whole story. I can even feel your character in the story. I am still crying because I went thru a similar experience.
I hate bullying and teasing also. I am very self concious being in the streets by myself but if I have to go alone I do.
See the only difference is that with you, u started off kinda popular, me I was never popular. Bullying started in 5ht grade and it never stopped until 12th grade, I went to a new school. Things got better after that. I thought things were gonna get better but then I gotten really depressed and sad. But basically I am trying to change all of that.
About school, I know u said you don't want to talk deeply about that but you are NOT academically slow. I think its whats in ur brain (what you went thru and etc) thats stopping u from acheiving your dreams. Think about 30 years down the road. Would you regret not going to college because of ur high school past? Would u be happy that u let those bullies take over your life or in other words, win the battle? Are you letting your negative attitude win? Would you be happy that you stayed the same way? Would u still be working in the same job you are right now? Would u want to end up dying young because of that extreme loniliness and depression? I want you to think about those things. Don't give up, don't let those BULLIES get the best of you. There will come a time when u have to realize that you can't let those bullies win. I think you should consider moving to another state. I want to move to another state also. I think if you change the way you think, u will do much better. LUV YA gurl.
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Up to Today's Date on 2008-04-26 08:58:55 |
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thanks for sharing your story. Your story is very interesting and made me want to read and know more
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I want to make a diffrence. on 2008-04-25 13:33:19 |
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I think you should create like a group. Maybe a group online, like a yahoo group or any msn group, and go to create group.
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Catching up Pt.2 on 2008-04-25 08:56:33 |
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and I wonder what u did already
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Catching up Pt.2 on 2008-04-25 08:46:57 |
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thats right girl. u did the right thing that I know of so far
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All about who I am on 2008-04-24 20:53:37 |
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great beginning the novel of your life
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alcohol has become a dear friend on 2008-04-24 16:44:26 |
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Well when u drink to try and get away from something, the truth is what u are trying to get away from is still there if tho u try to smother it up with drinking
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Painful Secrets on 2008-04-24 15:05:34 |
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continue to write Jasmine. I can even feel what you are saying in this poem, reminds me.
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The Grudge on 2008-04-24 15:03:48 |
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great evil poem. I associate my self with this poem. This poem reminds me of me wanting to get revenge to all the people that put me down
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I Vow & No More on 2008-04-24 14:18:39 |
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luckyluci, how come I can't see ur page? Your page is on private. I want to speak with you and talk to you.
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I Vow & No More on 2008-04-24 14:06:05 |
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Thanks Luckyluci. I am just tired of feeling so low. I realized that I am low because of ME. I need to make changes. I know change is gonna come real soon. I can't add you because your page is on private.
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My decision on 2008-04-24 11:04:59 |
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its ur decision, not anyone else's
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My decision on 2008-04-24 10:54:46 |
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hey do what you need to do.
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I cant like him on 2008-04-24 10:49:58 |
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wow. Are u gonna continue talking to him or not?
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Sex with him the first time..... on 2008-04-24 10:47:02 |
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your blogs are so interesting. Wow. I wonder what sex is like
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WHY I cant let him go on 2008-04-24 10:16:28 |
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wow! you are so very lucky to experience something so naturally great
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I really fucked up on 2008-04-24 10:13:02 |
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Wow. This blog scene is pictured like a movie scene. Wow! I wish I had something like that.
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Suicide on 2008-04-23 17:57:19 |
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And another thing msdragonseal, you really stand out on this site because of ur out of the ordinary blogs & comments.
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Suicide on 2008-04-23 17:53:32 |
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mrsdragonseal, you have a right to ur opinion. I sort of believe that if someone really wants to die, they will or some just say that for attention n. But It could be because someone is going thru extreme negative experiences. I think the reason why people (including me) write about suicide is because we including me is just longing to be heard or acknowledge because of extreme negative experiences. Thats my opinion.
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Loser on 2008-04-23 15:39:48 |
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sounds so much like me
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emotions on 2008-04-23 15:35:21 |
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I can so relate to this peom
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Personalities on 2008-04-23 15:22:39 |
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Jasmine, you are a teenager going thru mixed emotions, confusion, and etc. Im exactly the same way. You are only 17. You won't have everything together at one time. I hope that makes sense
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Abortion on 2008-04-23 09:32:17 |
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I agree with this blog 100%. A person can do whatever she wants with her body and its no one else's business.
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UGH!!! on 2008-04-23 09:23:35 |
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Thats life, sometimes some businesses don't have good service. Sometimes it makes absolutely no sense.
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We Should All Be Like Children. on 2008-04-22 14:46:11 |
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we should all be like children. People say we need to grow up. But sometimes we go back to being kids to have fun
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I hope it gets better! on 2008-04-22 13:46:40 |
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I am so sorry for your loss. Things happen for a reason. But its normal to have those feelings. It was her time to go. U have to believe that she is watching over you and she must be very proud of you to stand strong.
Maybe ur mother felt like she couldn't deal with what she was dealing with anymore. If you want, I can give u a url to this talking to heaven group where there are psychics & mediums who can channel to deceased loved ones to sent msgs to them. If u want it msg me. Maybe u can get a msg from ur mother on the other side.
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Mixed Emotions on the day on 2008-04-22 11:11:32 |
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This blog is very inspirational. Things happen for a reason. Its natural to feel hurt and sadness every once in a while. But It wouldn't be good to let things get ya down, I admire u for being a strong person that you are. Thank you for motivating me today. U should be my mentor.
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What is wrong with people? on 2008-04-21 09:41:33 |
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I totally agree with y ou. America is so messed up right now.
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Am I weird? on 2008-04-21 09:32:37 |
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Wow I am almost 20 and I never had a relationship either. I never been interested in a relationship but my older mentor told me to not climb the tree if I am not ready to climb, in other words, I am not ready. I have ideals too of what I want in a relationship but I believe that its just fantasy.
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The Truth on 2008-04-20 16:13:34 |
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I give this poem a 1000 dollars. I love this poem. Describes me prefectly.
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self-loathing, jealousy...feelings I wish didn't b on 2008-04-19 15:22:58 |
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I can totally relate to how you feel. But the only thing is that I never been in a relationship before.
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Imposter on 2008-04-19 13:06:51 |
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I give this poem 100!!! Its a great poem
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Take The Time! on 2008-04-19 09:37:17 |
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Its so motivational. I love it!!
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Am I Shallow? on 2008-04-19 09:20:09 |
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You got a great point!!!
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Alone on 2008-04-18 16:21:20 |
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On a scale to 1-50, I will give you a definite 50! I can so associate myself with this poem.
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Expectations on 2008-04-18 11:55:54 |
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I am 19 and I am still messed up. I feel like I am very retarded and weak.
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Expectations on 2008-04-18 11:55:49 |
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I am 20 and I am still messed up. I feel like I am very retarded and weak.
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What Shall I do? on 2008-04-18 11:53:17 |
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I want someone like that also. But if we saw each other, I can be that girl for you.
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My thoughts for today. on 2008-04-18 11:46:34 |
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Wow. I hold in all my emotions also. I so understand how u feel. I feel all alone too. I feel weaker then everyone else in the world. I also got everything in life I didnt really want but then I got some things that I want because I am motivated. You can have anything u want if you work on changing the way you think about urself and the world. You have to get urself motivated. Please don't climb the tree if u are not ready to climb, in other words, because of ur inner issues, you are not ready for a boyfriend. Men take advantage of those feelings. Please don't depend on someone else to make you happy. Its normal to want someone to hold u, love u and all of that but if u go look for a man, then u will end up going to the wrong place. Please let love come to you.
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luckless romance on 2008-04-17 12:58:30 |
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I am almost 20 and I never had a relationship before. I hated watching people in relationships give each other affections. Its so depressing. I so often romanticize someone to hold, hug, kiss me, someone I can tell all my dreams, feelings, issues, wants and needs to, someone who would comfort me when I cry or down, someone to say all those sweet words of I Love You. But then again, I like being a loner and being single. I like not having to commit to another person.
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Kikiyo qoute on 2008-04-17 12:05:21 |
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That Quote is so true. It seems like the evil is the right thing. Like bullying is the right thing to do.
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Life is Random. on 2008-04-17 12:04:06 |
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I feel the same way. I am so much of a people pleaser, I don't know why maybe its because I am afraid of what ppl will say to me because I wouldn't know how to respond back & I will end up losing myself in the process. I hate being a people pleaser and I am longing to be ME. I want someone understanding also who will listen to me and I will do the same also without judgment. Most ppl have no remorse of what ppl do to ppl like me. I would like to meet someone like me also
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My Soul on 2008-04-17 11:57:28 |
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I can totally relate to this poem. Reminds me of my soul also
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fucking kill me. on 2008-04-17 11:50:48 |
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I can so relate to ur poem. I feel the exact same way. Life is worthless for someone like me.
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Weird. on 2008-04-16 15:52:45 |
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Im glad u are doing better Jasmine but u posted this blog twice.
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Drowing in a sea of lonliness on 2008-04-15 10:43:36 |
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I spend alot of time on the net, I have more online friends then real ones. I can relate to u lonelyangel
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My life. Short Version. on 2008-04-14 11:13:43 |
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I am so srry. I been thru some of the same things except that there is no drugs involve, no physical fights but It feels like I am suffering becuz of my parents. I hated life at ur age becuz of hard times, we lost the house and now we live in a apartment.
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Sooo Defensive on 2008-04-14 08:34:04 |
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I tend to wear an emotion under my sleeve also and you should write more blogs.
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Good News. kind of. on 2008-04-11 09:25:32 |
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Good Luck Jasmine.
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Why take a Woman Shopping? on 2008-04-09 18:03:55 |
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That is so hilarious, LOLz. No wonder why some marriages don't work out.
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Darkness Everywhere on 2008-04-08 13:48:47 |
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I feel the exact same way but at the same time I am moticated to do better
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I hate on 2008-04-08 10:38:13 |
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I feel the same way u feel shellseashell. I been a loner pretty much since childhood. I don't have ppl that I call friends. I crave human contact also and intimate contact but I never had any of those. I never had dated, I don't do anything, I feel so alone. I keep to myself alot, I don't know how to explain why. I always fantasized how I have human and intimate contact because I never had none. I been bullied so bad. I just want someone to talk to me also and save me.
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Loveless on 2008-04-07 18:31:46 |
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Jasmine I have been where you are at a few yrs ago. Things do get better. Remember when you told me to not kill myself when I was on the verge of suicide? I will not tell you to not kill yourself but I totally agree withcincity304. Suicide is personal because only you will be the one who dies if you do go thru with it but then its not because the people that care about you will care and be totally affected by it. But I understand that now that life seems horrible and it seems that everyone hates u and no one cares but let me tell you something, a few yrs from now if you decide to not commit suicide, U will find that things are so much better.
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Hate,pain,suicide on 2008-04-07 09:42:40 |
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Jasmine, Please don't kill yourself. I have been where u were but only I don't cut, I pull my hair out. Sometimes I think about suicide but I realize that things get better as we get older. Everything will be ok Jasmine. If you kill yourself, you might miss out on almost everything before your time. You will not be able to experience the happiness the universe has for you. You seem to be experiencing depression, and ur preception of people not caring for you, I feel the exact same way and its also not fair to you. I wish I can comfort u.
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