Im not doing anything, So I might as well catch yall up on this crazy ride called Life Im on.....
So after we had sex or shall I say made love, we talked and I asked him, really, what is it that you want me to do?  He responded I want you to keep my baby, why would I tell you to kill MY child, I know what we did but is it fair to the unborn child? I told him dont kick your movie lines with me, Im thinkin realisticlly and having YOUR chid, is not real. You are married whether she's not in love with you or not, you are married. And I am not gonna be a sideline to that. I would tell you to choose but I dont want you to choose, Im gonna make the decision for you, ITS OVER!!!
With that said, I walked out and he didnt  run after me, I cried. Its hard to go thru something like this. My life isnt suppose to be like this, I dealt with all this drama and I cant do this anymore. I call attention for a cap and got in it. My car was still parked at the school and I was thinking that it was going to get tolled. I got in my car and drove home. When I got there, it was a note on my door from HIM....He wanted me to call him just to let him know that I reached home. I didnt bother to call him, I crawled in my bed and put Paramore's-Breathe(Until tomorrow) on repeat. I cried myself to sleep because I Knew, I was if not in love with James, I was falling in love with him. There wasn't anything I could do because his wife was in the way.
wait wait wait, im makin it seem like im all innocent...no no no, thats not the case, i get what i want and i want HIM.....
So after taking a little nap, I realized this man wants me and I want him, so should do something to get her ass out of the way, James is a good man and if his wife is not appreciating him, then Im gonna let him see...HE HAS A HOME WITH ME