I think Im writing this to vent...

So I was thinking about the word weird.
And how most people will tell you they are weird.
When they are exactly like everyone else they know =/

But, I do think I am a little weird.

I, myself, am the definition of a contradiction. So there is no "one way" to describe me.
But I am extremely anti-social. As the result of being a complete clutz and embarassing myself all the time.
Due to the loss of the most important person in the world to me, Ive been in and out of therapy and have been on countless different meds for the past year and a half.

Since that has happened Ive become everything Ive ever hated, realized it and am now much better.

I am quirky, in every sence of the word.
I am always sad or angry, but Im a very good actor. Everyone thinks Im happy.
I dont let people talk to me, or let them know what I am thinking, But I force them to tell me everything.
I think everyone is jealous of me. Or I make them jealous of me. I guess because I want them to leave me alone.

Anyone who pays extra attention to me, I ignore.
And not only am I the nicest person Ive ever met, but Im also the biggest lying, hypocritical bitch.

I could go on forever..
But.. I hate to talk about myself so much.