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I like to think Im a fairly happy person.
But I think thats mainly because Im very good at hiding feelings.
I feel like I have no one to talk to and its getting to me again. My "bestfriend" doesnt like me anymore. Im assuming, since she doesnt talk to me anymore. And I cant trust anyone else.
Im finding it hard to look on the bright side of things lately, since every aspect of my life seems to have tons of flaws. I think I need some serious convincing that there is a reason for me to keep living. Not saying Im suicidial, Im looking at the big picture and it looks bad, its a little depressing.
It would help if I wasnt crazy. I wont let anyone get close to me so how can I have someone to talk to?
I feel like there is so much of my life I hide, so no one knows the real me. And that makes me feel like I have to put on some show for everyone else.
Well, whatever. :]
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Posted by PinkZebra on 2007-10-29 17:54:53 | Rating: | Views: 97
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You're young and have so much to learn. I'm not just talking about life, I'm talking about learning more about yourself. You have to find out who you are exactly. Sometimes finding out who you are will entail many, many mistakes. Just remember, you can't dwell on the past... you can't even dwell on the future. Everything happens for a reason.... every mistake, every accomplishment, every failure.... You think that you push people away, right? That may be the case, but maybe, just maybe, they didn't want to get to know you just yet. Maybe everybody is giving you the space to find out for yourself who you are.
I don't know. Really, I don't. If it helps you any, I don't have many friends, and the friends that I do have aren't my best friends. Not everybody will understand you. I guess that's the fun of it....
I'm just trying to offer you some suggestions. I really do hope that your life turns for the better.
Best wishes to you.
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Posted by eternity323
on 2007-10-29 19:06:10
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